Everything I wanted

I never would of thought

Play -sex drug etc by - beach weather This bullshit dad should of took me.
So where do you wanna go y/n ? Mom said :I wanna get clothes first like slutty clothes cause I wanna be a whore when I get older.

Your mom didn't say anything but stood there with her mouth dropped open ,the only reason you said that was because your mom use to always call you a whore when you whore smth cute.

Remember when you told me that mom? All those times you use to slut shame me ?

I know what I did was wrong and I'm so- I don't wanna hear no dumb ass apology if your not going to change then what's the point.

I am y/n I'm working on me i promise .. it got quite for a moment everything was still and silent I couldn't even here my moms lame excuses she gave me anymore my heart was beating fast.

Eren Yeager..... him at the mall I haven't spoken to him since the hospital he was with his mom as well I felt bad everything was my fault as I looked at his mom her eyes where puffy as if she had been crying which was...

  my fault.

Next thing I know it my moms shaking my shoulder telling me to talk back and say hi.

What? Mom say hi to who?..... don't be silly y/n

Eren and Carla Yeager .

That was it my heart dropped , I quickly dropped everything in my hand and ran  you can call it whatever you want but I call it fear I was so scared to face his mom and him but mainly his mom I didn't know what to say .. to do .. to think , I ran as if there was not tomorrow my mom called for me but I just kept running till I felt somebody grab my shoulder.

Y/n stop.

EREN~POV_____________

I see y/n and her mom so I tell my mom let's go say hi to them ..my mom loved y/n she always hoped one day we would be together after the incident my mom felt bad for y/n and wanted to make sure she was ok

She was never mad at y/n for what happend she said what I chose to do what my choice and she couldn't blame that on y/n

So as we go over we see y/n mom talking to her but y/n had no reaction it's like she's seen a ghost or something

As we go up to them we say hi
Hey y/n Hey miss l/n how are you my mom says but I realized y/n look scared of something I hope she's not scared of me or something y/n. Mom shakes her shoulder and tells her to say. Hi she finally speaks and say " what? Mom say hi to who? "Her mom told her not to be silly and say hi to my mom and i, all of a sudden she drops her things and ran off I start running after her , her mom began to call for her i grabbed her shoulder and..

Y/N~ POV_____________

Hey y/n why did you run what's wrong did I do something eren said I turned to look at him and bluntly said I'm scared of your mom Ik she hates me for what I did and what I had you do it's my fault I'm so sorry eren I'm so sorry I started breaking down in tears yes Ik I look weak and vulnerable

If somebody said. Hey little girl come with me so I could rape you , I would go that's how weak I was at that moment Anybody could see it

Y/n hey it's ok my moms not mad at you she wants to see you and make sure your ok

When he told me that I stopped crying I looked stupid I didn't even see what she wanted before I started assuming stuff it was a bad habit of mine something I need to fix and fast.

Oh I'm so stupid I'm sorry eren I just thought , yeah I know I would've done the same let's go back over ok?

Yea okay sure..

We walked back over to our moms Carla immediately pulled me in to a hug and I started to cry again I don't know why but I was just so emotional in this moment

If I saw a little kid get his sucker tooken away I would start balling.

But this hug was a hug I needed it felt like I could breathe again like a huge elephant got up from my chest everything was so light.

Hey let's go talk Carla said.

She pulled me to the side we went over to where to fountains where and sat over there. Than she began to talk.

Sweetheart, I'm not mad at you if that's what your thinking her voice was soft and sweet , I know I'm just so sorry for what I did , eren what he did because of him that was his choice but i guess you guys are really ride or die I chuckled,If you jumped off just you know he's right behind you no second guessing that she said.

But for some reason that made me smile , she saw me and said I really hope you guys get together .

I looked up and saw eren and my mom walking over eren sat next to me I couldn't help but get but get butterflies .

Hey girl he said to me hey boy. You ok now ? Yea I'm so much better thank you, that's what I'm here for eren said wanna go shop together ? Sure hold on let me get my moms card .

I got up and walked over there to my mom yes sweetie she said , your card I'm going to go shop with eren ,oh sure ok just call me when your done I guess me and Carla can hang out then, ok bye.

I walked away from her and went to him and grabbed his hand away .

Hey what's the rush baby girl he said I wanna get away from my mom that's all " ah" ah what eren?

Play- want you by Clara la San
Gimme a kiss ~
What eren no- stop wait a minute the way you move that girl you done got my heart all in it
I just wanna be with you I'll change for you
Your just my type Everything so right I just wanna chill let's dip out of here , I'll admit this just ain't not game , these just ain't words that I'm spitting if you could see the thoughts in my head girl please I'm a player yea it's true but I change the game for you I wannna see what it do , you grabbed eren in public and kissed him those words made you melt him his body the way he talked the way he looked at you you guys kissed while he had you against the wall it was like no other you didn't what this to stop the feeling

U guys pulled back and look in each other eyes shi don't look at me like that y/n Or what ? He leaned closer to your ear " or I'll fuck your senseless" you pushed him back eren shutup we can't

Why not ? Bc we just came from the fucking mental hospital. Sooooo? Eren we look a mess see scars still wrapped up no I'm not doing it. If I force you , you will. Oh so rape ? I chuckled yes if you come willingly

Byeeee eren I don't have time for your shit games you started walking away be my girlfriend he yelled your turned around your what-