A Glimpse Of Us

The Other One

Felix arrived at their apartment building a quarter past eight. As soon as he parked his bike in its spot, he notices the other bike parked right beside his. Seeing this bike brought a smile to his face, and the excitement of seeing someone he really cares about. He took off his helmet and raced to the elevator up to their unit. As soon as he opens the door, he launched himself into the arms of the person who was about to open the door for him. "Binnie!" he exclaimed with excitement. "Felix!" Binnie said between a small laugh and a little agonized sound from catching a whole person who decided to land on him. They looked into each others eyes, Binnie cupped Felix's face with both hand and smiled. Felix smiled back, as soon as he realized that Changbin was about to kiss him, Felix turned his face away from Changbin. "Not right now Binnie, my breath reeks of prawns and soju." Felix said with a smile. Changbin nodded and kissed Felix on both cheeks instead. He gave Felix another long hug, which Felix also reciprocated. "I've missed you so much. Two weeks without you is too long my Lixie." Changbin said with a loving voice. "Next time, you're coming with me, you tiny little person, you." as he tapped Felix's nose. Felix crinkled his nose in response. He knows Changbin has been wanting him to go on conventions with him for interior design. Telling Felix that it could also be his vacation and that he has been so busy with the restaurant, he needs a break. Felix has not given Changbin a final answer, he almost always go quiet when this topic comes up.

"So, how was the convention? Anything new in the design world?" Felix asked Changbin, who looked half disappointed when Felix didnt respond to his latter comment. "It was good, they introduced new furniture designs and designers.  They have very interesting lighting concepts. And, they say wall paper is coming back!" Changbin said, making it sound so interesting. "I'm guessing, you were bored to death?" Felix added with a smirk on his face. "You know me and my relationship with wall papers, its non-existent." He was watching Felix from across the table. Preparing him some dinner. Felix knew by heart that Changbin does not like airplane food and would rather die of hunger than eat airport food. So everytime Changbin comes home from a convention, Felix always makes dinner for him. This time it was one of Changbin's favorite dish, Chicken and Shrimp Carbonara. It was quick to make since Felix already prepped for it before leaving that afternoon. "Well, you wont have to worry about using wallpaper for some time, I'm not yet in my renovation mode." Felix said this as he let out a teasing laugh. Felix placed Changbin's dinner on the table and sat across him. Smiling at Changbin as he watched him enjoy his dinner. Quiet but enjoying every bit of his dinner. He knows when Changbin is truly hungry, and tonight, Changbin IS hungry. "Someone is hungry." Felix said this with a huge grin on his face. Changbin looked at him with a very mischievous smirk and devilish glitter in his eyes. "I'm looking forward to dessert." Changbin said in a very deep voice. Felix smiled back at him in the same manner. "But first, tell me about your dinner with Hyunjin. How is he doing?" Changbin asked. "Well, Hyunjin is doing really good. His one-man show was a success. Almost all of his photographs got sold." Felix answered. "Are you glad you went?" Changbin asked again. "Yes, thank you for letting me and forcing me to go." Felix replied. "You have been holding on to that invite for over a month, Lixie, I knew you wanted to go but was very hesistant. For what reason, I dont know." Changbin stated. Of course he knows for what reason Felix hesitated to accept the invite. He has known for a very long time. "Did you bring him to HY View?" asked Changbin. "Yes I did, thats where I had my staff set up the dinner. I did not want to bring him to The Y because I wanted to surprise him about owning The Y. And surprised he was!" Felix answered. "Go on, tell me all of what happened." Changbin urged Felix. So Felix told him what had transpired during the day. How he knew Hyunjin would only have black as the color of his wardrobe, how Hyunjin didnt know how to mount the bike. He also told Changbin about how funny Hyunjin's surprised reactions were when he told Hyunjin about owning both The Y and HY View. He also told him about how Hyunjin heard about the "Special Room" in The Y. They were both in a good mood until the mention of the "special room". Both of them fell silent. Partly because Changbin was the one who designed how the "special room" would look inside. He knew who the inspiration was and how the look and feel of the "special room" would go. "You know you're gonna have to bring him there one day." Changbin said in a very sullen voice. Felix looked at Changbin from across the table, fiddling with the napkin. Felix felt a pang of guilt in his heart. He knows that with every mention of the "special room", Changbin gets hurt. He knows Changbin knows who the "special room" is for. "I know Binnie." Felix said as he stood up from his chair to go and sit on Changbin's lap. "My Binnie. One day, Hyunjin will see that room, we both know that. I am sorry if this brings you pain. But I am with you right now. And right now is what matters." Felix said, cupping Changbins face in his hands while looking into his eyes. "I am here, you are here. This present, this moment, this is what matters. This, Now." Felix was saying this while intertwining his fingers with Changbin's. He turned to face Changbin, who then planted a long hard kiss on Felix's lips. Felix reciprocated the intense feelings that Changbin is giving him. Changbin easily lifted Felix's small frame off his lap and walked towards their bedroom. He gently put Felix down on the bed while their lips are still locked with each other. They both hurriedly took off their jackets and let go of each others lips only to take off their shirts.  Changbin pushed Felix back on to the bed and started kissing him on his neck down to his chest. Felix let out a moan and tried to pull Changbin up for a kiss. Changbin resisted that pull and continued down to Felix's stomach where a cute ring was placed on Felix's navel. Changbin knows how much it drives Felix crazy once he plays with that accessory. This is exactly what happened. While Changbin was driving him crazy, licking and playing at his bellybutton, Felix all of a sudden thought about how it would feel if it was Hyunjin doing it. It drove him to the edge almost that he had to stop himself from thinking. He felt Changbim unbuttoning his pants now, and before Changbin could even finish what he was doing, Felix  sat up and pushed Changbin down on the bed instead. He went for Changbin's ears, kissing and sucking on his earlobes. He knew Changbin loves it when he does that. Felix was now licking and kissing Changbin on his neck and down to his chest. Felix loved Changbin's chest. He lingered from one nipple to the other. Changbin tried to pull Felix up for another kiss, but Felix grabbed both his hands and held it on top of Changbin's head as he continued to linger on Changbin's nipples. Sucking, nibbling and biting on them until he hears Changbin moan, both in pain and pleasure.  Changbin surrendered to Felix. He just let Felix do as he pleases, which now, Felix was unbuttoning his pants. Felix pulled himself up to face Changbin. He smiled at Changbin and slowly gave him a long hard kiss as he went and reach for Changbin's manhood. Changbin gave out a moan. Felix continued to kiss Changbin. His tongue played with Changbin's tongue. Felix caught Chanbin's tongue and sucked on it as he started to stroke Changbin. But as Felix was doing this, Hyunjin keeps appearing on his mind. He remembers how Hyunjin smelled. He remembered how his skin felt in his hand. As Changbin hugged him, Felix remembered how tight Hyunjin's hug was. He wanted to know how it feels to kiss Hyunjin the way he is kissing Changbin. Felix had to stop and pull away from Changbin's kiss. "What's wrong?" Changbin asked. "Nothing, I just wanted to look at you like this." Felix lied. He proceeded to kiss Changbin. Harder this time. He did not linger on his lips, but continued to kiss him down to his chest, his stomach, and helped Changbin to take off his pants and boxers. While Changbin was doing this, Felix took off his pants and boxers as well. Then pushed Changbin on the bed. Changbin sat on the edge of the bed and watched as Felix kneeled in front of him. "Lixie, you were never this aggressive. I'm loving it!" said Changbin. Felix then gave Changbin another kiss on the lips, but a memory of Hyunjin fixing his hair and wiping the sweat off his forehead appeared in his head yet again. Felix closed his eyes harder and kissed Changbin even harder now. He was getting turned on more and more as more of Hyunjin keeps appearing in his head. "FUCK YOU H!!" He yelled and screamed at Hyunjin's image in his head while he kissed and stroked Changbin.  He then went down on Changbin and sucked and pumped him inside his mouth. He could feel Changbin throbbing inside. He knows how to work Changbin up, how to slow down when he is near. But what he doesn't know how to control was how to get Hyunjin out of his head.  He keeps thinking how it would feel doing what he is dong to Hyunjin. How Hyunjin would taste like. How big Hyunjin was going to be and what drives Hyunjin crazy. The more he thought about this, the more aggressive he was in pumping Changbin, sucking on him like he never did before. Changbin was groaning and moaning and loving every second of it. He knew he was nearing the edge, so he pulled Felix up from the floor and pushed him on the bed. He turned Felix on to his stomach. "So, you're being aggressive huh?? Do you want this now?" Saying this as he bit Felix on his shoulder blades. Felix let out a moan. "Yes Binnie, I want you inside me now." Felix demanded. "Too bad little Lixie, you're  gonna have to wait a little my sweet." Changbin replied. As he reached around Felix's hips and took hold of him. He could Felix throbbing in his hand. He started pumping on Felix while licking his neck. He proceeded to suck and lick Felix down his spine, another area that drives Felix crazy. All the while, Felix imagined that it was Hyunjin doing it to him. He was so turned on by the thought that he whispered "H" very soflty, careful not to let Changbin hear it. Changbin was very focused on what he was doing that he didn't hear  anything coming out from Felix except for moans of pleasure. Changbin reached for the lube and got himself ready. "Are you ready my Lixie?" Changbin asked. "Yes! Oh God Yes Im ready! Please! I need you inside me NOW!" Felix demanded. He could feel Changbin enter him. He could feel him throbbing inside while he moves. For every thrust that Changbin does, Felix imagines Hyunjin thrusting into him. For every Hyunjin image in his head, equals to him getting closer to the end. Changbin is pumping faster now. They are both nearing the edge. With the final thrust, both of them climaxed at the same time. Changbin collapsed on top of Felix, hugging  and kissing Felix's shoulders. Felix closed his eyes. He knew what he did. He knew what happened. He knew what he shouldn't have done to Changbin tonight. He knew, but he isn't sad, he isn't in pain. He was angry, because he knew what was true all along. He loved Changbin, but Hyunjin was his Life. "I Love You My Lixie." Changbin said in a dazed voice. "Binnie...." was all Felix could say as Changbin pulled him closer to him while slowly falling as sleep. Felix closed his eyes, "I love you.... H." Felix said very softly, only after making sure Changbin was in deep sleep. Tears were falling from his eyes. "I love you, H." He repeated in his head before falling asleep.

Felix woke up in Changbin's arms that morning. He could still remember what happened last night. Yes, the one with Changbin, but most specially the one he made happen with Hyunjin, in his head. He turned to face Changbin, who was now also awake. Changbin greeted him with a smile. "Good morning, Sunshine!" Changbin said as he planted a kiss on Felix's forehead. "Good morning Binnie!" Felix responded by crinkling his nose, he knows Changbin loves it when he does that. "I'm sorry if you get a bruise on your shoulder later on. I couldn't help it, you were different last night. I like it." Changbin said with the smirk that can melt anyones hearts. Felix playfully bit Changbin's arms. "Silly! Besides, it wont show through the shirt anyways, so its ok." Felix said. Felix's phone notification turned on. He reached over to see what it was. It was Hyunjin:

Hey Felix! I was wondering if I could visit you at The Y today. I wanted to take pictures of you and your crew at work. Its another concept I've been thinking of for another show. Don't worry, I wont be in your way. It will be like I wasn't there.

"Who is it, Lixie?" Changbin asked. "Oh its Hyunjin, asking if he could come to The Y today to take pictures of me and the crew for another one of his concept shows." Felix replied with his back turned towards Changbin. He was trying to hide the fact that he was nervous and blushing. "Can I come? I'd love to see Hyunjin again. We were the 3 musketeers back in highschool, remember? If its okay with you." Changbin asked respectfully. "Sure sure! I think its time for me to introduce US to him anyways. Besides, he is in dire need of an interior designer for his unit uptown." Felix said as he turned towards Changbin and planted a kiss on his lips. I need to do this. Hyunjin needs to know his boundaries. He needs to know I am happy. He needs to know that Changbin makes me happy. Changbin jumped up from the bed and headed towards fhe bathroom, but not before dragging Felix with him. "Welp, we need to take a bath and get ready then. Today is a big day for us Lixie. A big day for you!" He gave Felix a wink as he took him by the hand and dragged him into the bathroom where he made love to Felix one more time, but this time, its gentler.