A Chapter Named C [pt.2]

i was until i wasn't

i started this job with you
i got the courage from you
i believed i could, because of you
i wore your ring at the interview
i told everyone about you
i was so proud to call you mine
i was so proud to show off my ring
until i wasn't
until i told a few i'm not okay
until i shared with them the truth
until i wasn't proud to be yours
until i couldn't believe in me
until i had nothing left

[5/20/2022]