𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑺𝒖𝒎𝒎𝒆𝒓 𝑩𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒛𝒆- 𝑺𝒖𝒏𝒘𝒐𝒏

𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒘𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕?

Big time skip hehe~

It's been 2 months since the first day of school. Things are quite okay, some teachers were humorous, like Mr Kim, our science teacher, and also Mr Lee, the Maths teacher. My  classmates aren't that bad. I immediately clicked with Jay hyung in just a few days. He's really a nice person, I always thought he's rude because of the expressionless face.

And of course, about Sunoo...

We chatted a lot during recesses or online everyday, and hang out a lot with each other. We are best friends now, and of course, I'm so happy about it.

Indeed, I had been feeling something different towards him lately. And I'm confused by that feeling.

My heart beats very fast whenever we have physical touches and when he comforts me in my sad days. It's weird, it feels like butterflies going wild in my stomach.

What is that feeling?

Ding dong ding dong ~

The bell cut my train of thoughts. It's after school now.

I walked towards the spectator stand and started to pack up my stuffs. We just had PE lessons so I really want to go home and get some sleep.

When I suddenly remember something...

I'm going to Sunoo's house today!

Shit, I actually have forgotten about it.

I immediately stuffed everything into my bag and drank a lot of water until the water bottle went empty. Then I rushed to the ground floor and waited for him. But he didn't show up for 10 minutes.

I felt nervous all of a sudden, what if he forgets our gathering? But this can't be, he isn't me, he's not those kind of person who forget things easily...

"Why are you daydreaming?" Someone tapped my shoulder and I startled. I turned back and saw Sunoo standing there with a smile. "Aw hyung! You scared me..." I said glaring at him and he just chuckled. "What took you so long?" I asked, "I was helping my classmates to collect the class works, sorry for waiting..." "It's okay~" I replied while giggling.

"Let's go then~" He said and walked towards the front gate. I followed him behind.

"How's school today?" He asked while we were on the way to his house. I don't know why but he always asks me this question, but it feels warm hearing it. "Kinda okay, it's just having PE lessons are tiring as fuck." I sadly smiled. "Yeah, PE is tiring, especially running, the hell with PE teachers these days." He palmed his face.

We just kept on talking, didn't even notice that we had arrived at his house's front gate already.

"Here we are~" He unlocked the door with his finger, "No one's in your house?" "Yup, no one." We took off the shoes and went into the living room. It's very big and comfy, the room smells like roses. "Have a seat on the sofa, gotta clean my room first." He laughed and went straight to his bedroom upstairs.

I just sat there observing the room, enjoying the aroma. The television is really big, and there's a coffee table in front of the sofa, a vase with roses and a book is on it. I took the book and saw some child-like words inside the book. It looks like it's his brother's.

Later, he came out from his room and said, "Come in! I finally finish cleaning." He wiped a fake sweat and shouted out from upstairs. I stood up and walked up the stairs. Entering the room, I am stunned. His room is so soft and fluffy. The pastel colors of his room are so cute. "You can sit on my bed, I am fine with that." He said and I nodded, plotting down on his comfy bed.

"What should we do now?" He asked me while switching on his computer. "I don't know...." "Shall we listen to some songs?" He suggested. "Sure, why not." I replied. He opened his Spotify and clicked on a random song from his playlist.

Heartbeat Anniversary. Well, a good song indeed, I suddenly thought of Niki dancing to it on another day. 

Just like the day that I met you, the day I thought forever
Said that you love me, but that'll last for never
It's cold outside like when you walked out my life
Why you walk out my life?
I get like this every time
On these days that feel like you and me
Heartbreak anniversary

He sang along with the song, and I am shocked when he started to sing.

His voice was just so smooth and sweet. Why do I never notice that? He is already so perfect, no matter in dancing or his grades, and now also singing...

"Man, you have a really good voice. A pity that you didn't join the choir instead" I joked immediately after the song ended. "Re-Really? T-Thanks...." His face turned red. Cute.

Wait, what the fuck am I thinking?

Shit I've been going crazy ever since I've been thinking about that weird feeling...

"Why don't we watch a movie?" His voice broke my train of thoughts. "Sure, what movie?" "I wanna watch Howl's Moving Castle." I nodded and went to the living room.

He switched on the television and opened Netflix. Then we started watching the movie.

I found myself staring at him while the movie was playing. He looks handsome. Yeah I know he is but today he was especially handsome. "Boi, am I too handsome or what that you have to stare at me nonstop?" Didn't notice that she is looking at me, I startled and my face turned red. "I-I am not staring I'm just thinking th-things..." He giggled and continued staring at the screen.

What the actual fuck am I doing...

Towards the end of the movie, I felt something heavy on my shoulder. I looked aside, seeing Sunoo hyung felt asleep on my shoulder. My face immediately turned red.

What the actual fuck is happening today, my face kept on turning red every time he stares or has any physical touch with me!!

I just let him slept and scrolled through my phone. He woke up shortly. "You awake?" "Yeah, how long did I sleep?" He yawned. "30 minutes?" I said chuckling. He sat up and took his phone. "Hell, it's 6:30 already." He said when I widened my eyes.

"Shit I should go home now, thank you for today!" I said smiling before standing up and packed the stuffs.

"Bye, see ya~" He smiled brightly with his famous eye smile. My heart skipped a beat again.

I walked out of his house and face turned red the nth time today. "Holy shit, what is happening to me today?" I whispered to myself while walking back home.

If you want me to list the strange things happened today,
1. I notice that his voice is fucking beautiful.
2. I think that he is cute for no reason.
3. He stared at me and I blushed.
4. He slept on my shoulder and I BLUSHED.

What the fuck is happening?? Do I have feelings for him?? But how??

All those thoughts had been on my mind even before I felt asleep that day...

This boy is driving me crazy for sure.