𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑺𝒖𝒎𝒎𝒆𝒓 𝑩𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒛𝒆- 𝑺𝒖𝒏𝒘𝒐𝒏

𝑯𝒆 𝒍𝒆𝒇𝒕 𝒎𝒆

I couldn't concentrate in class anymore. The only thing in my mind was what Heeseung told me just now.

How can Jino just read my diary, my privacy, without any permission? How can he be like this?

And why does he tell more people about it when he has already told Heeseung and the others not to tell anyone? Is he insane?

"Jungwon? Yang Jungwon?" Mr Kim suddenly called my name and I startled. I raised up my hand and stood up. "Okay, so what's the answer for Question 3?" Shit I didn't listen at all.

"Uh... I don't know." "Then I will pick another one." He then picked another student while I sat down.

I heard laughing and whispers already. I really wish I'm only hallucinating but no, I heard someone laugh at me.

I just lowered my head and deep in my thoughts again.

I'm really doomed.

Class end, I packed my books and went to find Sunoo for lunch. But when I saw him, he didn't even look at me and went away with his friend, Yeonjun hyung.

What's happening again?

"Sunoo hyung!" I even called out his name but he just kept walking. It seriously hurt me even more. I went out the school, texted him but he left me on read. Why?

Why is he ignoring me? Did something happen?

He went far away already so I have no choice. I just bought a sandwich in the convenience store nearby. I still need to eat, right? I can't just keep dumbfounding about that.

Well, that lasts for at least two days

Couldn't bear it anymore, at lunch I went up to Sunoo's classroom and saw him talking to Yeonjun again. I forcefully pulled him to a corner with no one. "Hyung, why are you avoiding me?" I asked and he tried to escape from my grip. I tightened my grip.

"No why." He said with blank eyes. "There must be a reason.... Please hyung tell me..." I looked at him worriedly. He just kept silent.

"Please, Sunoo..." I begged him to say something.

Finally, he spoke up, "I'm sorry, but please leave me alone." I looked at him in shocked. "W-What do you mean?" I asked, "I... just need time to calm down, please don't come and find me for the mean time." He looked at me and a tear dropped on his face.

"Why? Hyung... you don't love me anymore?" I pulled him closer. "What happened? You know you can tell me, I'm your boyfriend... please just don't leave me alone..."

"No... I st-still love you a lot!" He pushed my hands away. "I'm doing this for you, please... I'm sorry...don't come and find me..." He then ran away, leaving me standing there, dumbfounded.

Doing what for me? Leaving me and increasing the pain I'm enduring?

Why? We always solve problems together... I haven't even asked him if he knew the truth that our dating news is spread around the school, and now he just... leave me and said this's for my own good...

Maybe everyone just leaves me eventually because I'm not a person that they want.

I slowly walked back to the classroom and just sat there, rereading my diary. As I was reading, I turned to the pages where I wrote everything about me and Sunoo. It just made me want to cry more. Just because of me holding my diary in my hand, running too fast and dropped it on the ground, then being picked up and being read.

Making my life harder.

I looked around the classroom. Everyone was gone to have lunch. I felt cold breeze blowing through me. Loneliness, is what I am feeling right now...

I lowered my head, started crying. The pages were starting to get wet by my tears.

"You okay?"

I looked up from my diary and saw a familiar person, holding his lunch and looking at me.

Jay hyung.