𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑺𝒖𝒎𝒎𝒆𝒓 𝑩𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒛𝒆- 𝑺𝒖𝒏𝒘𝒐𝒏

𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒔𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒅

"What the actual fuck it's 1:53?!" I looked at my watch and saw that it was almost time for class and my next lesson is... English...

That fucking old man will lock the door if I don't arrive on time. She is insane.

I started to fly up the stairs to the third floor and gladly I made it to class before the bell rang for assembly.

I went to my seat immediately, catching my breath and was ready to take out my diary when it is nowhere to be seen. Looks like I dropped it on the ground when I ran just now.

I had lunch with my friends from the other class just now, maybe I will ask them at break time then.

Urgh boring English lesson and my diary wasn't here to accompany me... my heart is crying right now...

The bell rang for the next lesson, which is Sports. I rushed to the other class before packing my stuffs and asked Heeseung who was standing in front of the door, "Heeseung ah, did you see my diary just now? I think I dropped it on the ground." "Oh...Oh yeah... you wait for a bit." He walked to his seat and got the brown notebook, "Here, be careful next time." I thanked him and rushed back  to the classroom to pack the things for Sports lesson.

Yeah, as expected, not a single person talked to me throughout the whole lesson, not even Jay hyung, he was so busy talking with Kai. I swear there's something with the two.

I'm really curious about what actually happened, making the whole class become so distanced with me.

"Okay class, please go and start practising for the basketball test." I got a basketball and started practicing, alone, of course.

How long do I still need to endure these type of days.

..........

Okay this is great.

A few weeks after, the whole school started to look at me with strange looks. Yes the whole fucking school. So now I have to endure with the whole school?

Why?

The only group of people who didn't do that was my friends from the next class. "Why is the whole school like this? I did nothing at all! I am just an ordinary middle school student..." They all kept silence. "Ya I'm just expressing my feelings, you don't have to be so quiet..." I started to get annoyed. "You can't expect us to give you any response... We don't even know what to say." Jino spoke up. I rolled my eyes and walked away.

Even they're a bit better in the situation now but yet, they don't even help me, only know how to add salt on my wounds. How did I even become friends with them in the first place?

I suddenly heard someone whisper something, "That boy actually dating him? His family are criminals..." I'm confused. That boy? Who? Who is 'him' ?

I ignore them and sat down, starting my lonely school life. How I wish it's lunch time now so I can find Sunoo hyung, the only one who still cares for me a lot. My dear boyfriend.

"Sunoo hyung!" I said running when I saw him, he smiled and waved at me. "What should we eat today?" "Hmm, let's eat in my house, I got some sandwiches." He said and I nodded. We then walked to his house.

"Hyung? Why are you so quiet?" "O-Oh I'm just thinking things, sorry Wonnie." Strange, usually he is so talkative and will talk about his day. He is so quiet today.

"It's fine, hyung."

.......

The situation was getting worse day by day, not even Beomgyu talked to me now. Whispers are everywhere when they saw me. What the fuck is going on really!

"Jungwon is really dating a boy?"

"A boy like him will date him?"

"Man I feel so sad for him."

Wait... what are they saying?

"Jungwon!" Someone cut my thoughts off. I turned my head and saw familiar figures. It's Heeseung and the others. Heeseung's eyes were red. Did he cry just now? "You find me?" They immediately pulled me into a corner.

"Jungwonnie... please don't be mad about the thing I'm gonna tell you now. We are all so regretted on what we've done..." Regretted? Don't tell me it's about the situation now.

"Spill it."

"Everything started that day..."

"What is that?" Jino said as he spotted a book on the ground. It's Jungwon's diary.

"But looks like he's gone now." Heeseung said as he looked at the cover of the book. "Maybe we give it to him at break time." Niki suggested and they all went into to their classroom. Jino is still holding the book.

After class~

"Guys look!" Jino showed one of the pages of the Jungwon's diary to others. "Wait you read Jungwon's diary?! Do you know he will be angry if he knows?" Jake said shocked. "He won't, now look."

The others read the page.

Sunoo hyung actually confess to me today! Do you know what he did? He disappeared throughout the whole Christmas party and find me after I finished my dancing lesson to meet him in the park near her house. He handed me a bag of cookies. He asked me to eat it and... kissed me while my mouth still has the chocolate taste. I'm fucking shocked when he did that. He told me he purposely hid from me, even tell the president to tell me the one who picked me for gift exchange is absent, which turns out to be him. I am beyond shocked that time. Then he fucking asked me to be her boyfriend.... Why would I say no! God I am so happy!!

"He is dating Sunoo sunbae?!" Niki exclaimed. "You know him?" "Of course, I was in the school dance club before ! Jungwon was also in!" Niki said and they all looked shocked.

"I didn't know they are friends and even boyfriends now..." Niki said, covering his mouth. Everyone looked with disbelief.

They all think that Jungwon is straight. Everyday those teasing of him and Heeseung was just jokes. They all know Jungwon is not gay, But now he is dating a boy...

"Everyone listen, please don't tell anyone or tell him for the moment, we will be in trouble." Jino said and others nodded. "Heeseung, kept it in your drawer and give it back to him. He trusted you the most, he won't suspect you." Heeseung nodded and got the book and shoved it into his drawer.

"But then he spread it around the whole class, he said that he told everyone not to tell anyone but what he didn't know was others are not always that good at keeping secrets." Jake said lowering his head.

"And we even accidentally tell our friends from high school, meaning that your boyfriend... might be in the same situation as you... this school has so many homophobic people..." Heeseung said and started crying. "I'm sor-sorry Jungwonnie, we regretted a lot about it."

I really can't believe my ears. They all betrayed me... they read my diary, they all spread the dating news around the whole school.

So that day the boy that person was talking about is me.

Just now the person whom my classmates were talking about, is me.

Without any words, I slowly walked away to my classroom. My eyes are blanked, I'm on the edge of crying, but I held it back. I don't want to cry in front of the whole class.

What should I do?

Jino read my diary, he's the one spreading it first. He betrayed me.

My life is over...

"Give him some time..." Sunghoon slowly said.