Studio lovers

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(The pov's switch alot so yeah. This is also going to be a long chapter because unfortunately it is the 2nd OFFICIAL last. Its important to read the A/N at the end. Enjoy <3)

Hyunjin's pov

I'm so sorry Felix

I blamed you but I didn't even know what you were going through

If only I was a better boyfriend, I could've helped you

I'm such an idiot

"JinJin...you ok?" Angela softly called out from behind, helping me fix my earpiece

"Yeah no...I'm great"

Im guessing she heard the pain in my voice since she didn't hesitate to hug me

"Just don't cry...please. I know it might be extremely difficult to keep the tears in but just remember that there are thousands of Jirets waiting just infront of the stage...for you. They came here to support and love you like the loyal fans they are. And trust me, I know it's not gonna be easy keeping a smile because even I can't smile that much anymore and I don't even know him like that but trust me JinJin...its all gonna be worth it. He WILL be back and you WILL see him again, alright?"

She held my face in her hands and looked me directly in the eyes

I hesitantly nodded my head yes as she pulled me back in her arms

After a few seconds in that same position I finally stepped back

"Thank you...LaLa"

"No problem. NOW! ARE YOU READY FOR THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE?!"

"FUCK YEAH I A-"

"No swearing on stage, remember that" one of the staff ladies stated form behind

"Sorry, LET'S DO THIS!"

I hopped in the same place as I wiggled my limbs, stretching myself before I go on stage

I felt a tap on my shoulder and looked back, looking at a happy Angela

"Remember, just as we practiced. You open with motley crew, introduction, first half, fan interaction, quick change, second half, fan interaction, special performance, fan interaction then we're done. Just don't forget to take water breaks, got it?"

"Yeah, got it. Thanks buddy"

"No problemo"

"The stage is yours. When you're ready" the stage manager called out as she stuck her head out and looked at the crowd from backstage

You can do this Hyunjin

You can do this

I stepped on the low platform and took a breath in as it rised and brought up to the main stage

The crowd went wild

I stuttered forward and kneeled to the ground, looking calm, collected and dangerous on the outside but I was a mess on the inside

You can do this

Stay calm and do your best

Do it for Felix

...

Felix's pov

I must've passed out. I woke up and I was already in a hospital gown and was on a stretcher