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a message i almost sent, but chickened out


i hate knowing that you're just trying to find something to talk to me about. /i'm sorry/ you keep running around and around trying to find it, and yet i keep ruining the conversation. you don't know how much you mean to me, i dont care if all youve done was talk to me, thats so fucking much to me. again, im sorry im boring and depressing. yea i might not know your name, but youre so cool.

you dont have to talk to me anymore.









... but please dont go, i dont think id be able to handle myself if you left.

i dont "love" you, in a romantic way, but you just mean a lot to me.

we've only talked like 5 times /because of me/ but i just think youre so cool.


to the person that i hope knows im talking about them, 

but i actually hope they never find out,

kurt

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