this was shit
a little background to help you all understand because i care about you
my sis is in college in a different state /due to me and my parents moving/
my sis visits some times
i usually like it when she comes because it distracts my parents from yelling at me
but this time was different
i hated it. so fucking much.
not only did she get onto me about wearing not-so-feminine clothes, but it only encouraged my parents to yell and hurt me even more
it was really bad
they shamed me for my face and my body... even though theyre the ones who put the bruises there
i cant help that im ugly
it made me feel terrible
just so fucking ugly
ugly ugly ugly
thats all i am apparently
its all my parents see
im nothing else
people might as well start gasping, hiding their children's eyes, and looking away
im so ashamed of who i am
i literally feel guilty because of who i am and what i look like
i just want to end it all
no more yelling
no more parents complaining about yelling
no more pain
no more suffering
no more.
just darkness and quiet.
-kurt
maybe id get to meet my namesake too
thatd be pretty cool
... what if he'd be mad at me-
im so sorry!
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