ugh

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so i go out in public

or even school in general


and ugh

i see these guys, cisgender men, i dont know them

but i want

no

need

their gender

smh but true


sometimes i really do get upset over not being a boy

silly, i know

but it fucking hurts


why cant i look like that?

why am i ugly?

if i absolutely MUST be a stupid girl why cant i be fucking pretty???


no answers

only held in cries



im so close to being done with living, i honestly have nothing to go for.



-kurt



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