[12] You Can't Skip Steps

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I stare at her like she's just grown another head or some shit. I open my mouth to speak, but nothing comes out. I sigh heavily and try again.

"Justine... you're not serious."

"I am." I get pissed for some reason and walk back up to her growling.

"No... you're not! Stop fucking acting this way, I'm not taking your virginity just because a couple of guys eye you and smack your ass every once in a while." I glare at her and she frowns.

"That's the thing, they don't just eye me and smack my ass X, Isaiah tries to rape me at least once a day, one of these days he will."

"He won't." I roll my eyes and she roll her eyes back.

"He will."

"What the fuck did I say?" I grip her arms and she looks down at the floor and sighs.

"So it's a no then?" She asks and I swallow hard and feel my breath quicken.

Is it a no?

"Yes... it's a no. I'm not taking it." I nod slowly and she pushes away from me and cross her arms.

"Well it's gonna be painful whenever Isaiah rapes me and takes it then."

This girl is unbelievable.

"That's not gonna happen." I groan.

So I'm a little unsure, but like I'm gonna tell her that.

"And either way, it's still gonna be painful." I finish and she rolls her eyes again and sits on the bed.

"I know I'm not every experienced, or that pretty to you as your whores, but can you just do me this favor?" She asks and I frown and stand over her by the bed.

"Justine, it has nothing to do with your experience or appearance. You're very beautiful, you're just in a stressful state right now. You have no idea what you're asking for. I'm not the right guy to take that for you."

I feel different with her. Any other random virgin girl who I would've kidnapped and they offered their virginity to me, I would have took it in a heartbeat.

"You're scared of me, how can you ask me to take that for you?" I ask and she shrugs.

"I trust you to be gentle I guess..."

Me? Gentle? Yeah right!

"Justine, I-" I laugh and she cuts me off, jumping up from the bed and into my face.

"Don't you fucking say you can't be gentle, X. You undressed me that night after the mall... didn't you?" She asks and I nod.

"I didn't even feel you, so you were being really careful not to disturb me. You were being gentle." She smirks and I growl.

"Look Justine, just lay down and take a nap or something. I think you just need to rest and get your head together." I glare at her and she snaps.

"No! I'm fucking fine! Why can't you just do it? What the hell are you scared of!?"

Am I scared?

Fuck no, and I'm not gonna let this little girl sit here and tell me that I am. Speaking of little girl...

"I'm not fucking scared of anything first of all and second I can't do it with a little ass girl!" I throw my hands up and she scoffs.

"I'm not a little girl and you can't be no older than 25!" She throws her hands up and I roll my eyes.

"Whatever." I go to walk away, but she grabs my wrist. I turn quickly and she lets me go quicker.

"See, you're fucking scared of me!" I laugh and she stomps her feet.

"NO! How old are you, X?" She asks and I groan.

"I'm 20, Justine."

"Like I said, no older than 25." She smirks and I sigh deeply.

"Whatever." I go to walk away again and she grabs my wrist again. This time she doesn't let me go when I turn around.

"Don't you want to know how old I am?" She asks and I scoff.

"No. What are you? 17?"

"18 actually." She smirks and I gasp sarcastically.

"A WHOLE YEAR OLDER THAN I GUESSED? Fucking pathetic. Justine, just stop." I turn around and she drops my wrist. I get to the door, about to open it and her soft voice stops me.

"X?" I turn around AGAIN and she's closer than I thought.

"Oh fuc-" I can't even get the rest of my sentence out, cause her soft virgin lips are pressed against mine.

What the fuck?

She doesn't even know how to kiss! I figured that out a while ago.

I look at her as her eyes are closed, head tilted and her lips are pressed to me.

Why is she bugging me so much about this?

And why do I feel warm inside, not wanting to push her away like I would to any other girl?

Cause she's not any other girl, you've already figured that out too.

I growl at my annoying ass subconscious and suddenly, my lips are cold. Justine opens her eyes and steps back a little. Her eyes widen and this is the most embarrassed I've seen her since she's been here. She starts backing up slowly and stutters out quickly.

"I-I'm so s-sorry! I-I don't k-know why I did that..." Her eyes look everywhere except my face. I narrow my eyes and stalk slowly towards her.

"You have the audacity to stand there a few minutes ago and beg me to take your virginity, when your ass don't even know how to kiss?" She drops her eyes to the floor and I stop right in front of her and she whispers.

"I know... I'm sorry." I push her back firmly and she falls onto my bed. I crawl on top of her and smirk.

"You can't jump to step two if you don't know how to do step one. You gotta learn how to kiss shorty." She widens her eyes and I roll mine before pressing my lips to hers.

There's a line I've been drawing between us...

And I've just crossed it... again.

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