Jamie volk x reader

~Jamie?~OG~

Welp, guess I have really done it now! I accepted the deal of joining Leviathan but now I have to play my cards right. And they are difficult cards to play. Two choices. 1. Tell Jamie and the rest I am leaving them to join Leviathan, 2. Secretly join Leviathan and pretend I am still with them. Either way, I will be apart of Leviathan and still be with Jamie and the rest, whether they think so or not. So, how should it go? 1 or 2? Ahhhh so difficult!

"Y/n? What's wrong? You seem frustrated." Jamie came up to me and sat down. 

"Nothing. Go back to your dear Hinamori while I stress out about something." I replied coldly. Recently, I would try my best to avoid Jamie at all cost. When he asked something, I would just reply in a cold tone. Thinking back, it hurts. It hurts to avoid Jamie. But I can't dwell on him now. I'm sorry Jamie.

"... did I- did I do something wrong?" Jamie looked down as he muttered those words. I could hear the pain in his voice. It hurts.

"No. Just... go please." I said, not turning to face him. Jamie eventually got up but he walked away like he was going to fall any minute. I see, maybe I really should stay away from him. I guess Haru was actually right.

~Flashback~

"Oh right! Before you leave, I suggest you stay away from Jamie." Haru smiled.

"And why would I do that?" I narrowed my eyes as Haru's smile got wider.

"Because, Jamie's getting weak and you are the cause of it. If you want Jamie to be able to survive, you should listen to me. I am only trying to help, after all, I am your partner now." Haru was getting on my nerves, but he could be right. And I was his partner now so, I will see. 

~End of flashback~

I got up from the bench a few minutes after Jamie left, not wanting to sit there and do nothing any longer.  I have made up my mind, I will tell Jamie and the others of my betrayal and only tell Lottie and Ellie the truth. This would be the best way and only way for me. I hope...