Just kids in love // chandler riggs (COMPLETED)

Chapter 3

Chandler's POV

I don't know what went over me but my good feelings towards her got off the hook

And I can't let her think that I don't hate her and that everything is rainbows and sunshines for us, everything will always be hell and ww3 between Violet Lincoln and Me

But she is just really pretty

Its like my brain was divided in 2 sides which were:

HATING VIOLET LINCOLN : wanting to push her off from a 100 story building, wanting to murder her in her sleep, run over her with a truck

LOVING VIOLET LINCOLN : wanting to slam her on a wall and kiss her neck, wanting to sleep next to her cuddling her, run over to her whenever she need me

My life is a complicated as can be, If I want to attend to the ISFT I need to push those good thoughts about her just like I did today, it isn't that hard-ish, I just need an everyday reminder

I was laying on my bed listening to music and my 2 AM thoughts, My mom thinks I have insomnia because I pretty much don't sleep, but I think thats bullcrap

I can't sleep though

I sat up straight and started playing with my phone and then I logged in to Instagram and then Twitter, and then Tumblr and then Google

I can't fucking sleep

I started watching Netflix on my Mac until I finally fell to sleep

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"Susie Sander's mom told me that there was a tie between you and another girl for that science thingy" said my Mom making me and my brother breakfast

"Oh yeah, where gonna compete to see who'll go" I said taking a sip from my juice

"Was it Violet" asked my brother Grayson looking up at me grinning 

"George and Cather's kid again" asked my mom laughing, yeah my mom as well as my whole family knows 

"Yes, it was Violet again indeed" I said frustrated

"That girl is something else, she is smart and talented an-" My mom would have kept going but I told her to stop

"I know that already mom" I told her

"Oh yeah, you had a crush on her right?" asked my mom smiling

I wonder why would I ever tell someone from my family that I liked someone, especially my mom

"You liked her?!" asked my little brother completely loosing his shit

"And I'm out" I said exaggerating a bit when I walked away from the table

Today I had a meet up with my science team and math team

I became captain of the boys science team on my first year of high school, everyone was impressed of my knowledge because all the captains that there has been of the Buckner Science team, have been seniors or rarely juniors, I guess you could say I was breaking records

I got in my car and drove to school, most people are lazy to be on the science team, or just "Not Good Enough" but those 3 words are definitely not in my vocabulary

Violet's POV

"Hey mom, what are we doing tomorrow?" I asked her passing the salad to my dad

"We'll go to church sweetie" She said eating her pot roast

Church? we never go to church, last time we went I think it was for my first communion

"And why is that" I asked her

"I figured it was time we went, now eat" she said, my parents were really strict and they are also very concerned about my future. My dad was a judge and my mom a Psychiatrist so they'll kill me if I don't have a bright future like theirs, besides, both of my sister are studying law at Stanford, and I want to be better

I finished dinner quickly and went up stairs to my huge bedroom, they were actually 2 rooms but my parents made it into 1 room, I had my queen size bed in the middle against a wall, my room was color aqua, and the decorations were either picture frames or band posters, I had a white desk against my other wall and next to it was my walk in closet and then I had a balcony with a glass door, and then I had a few couches with a tv in front

I looked at myself in the mirror in my bathroom

I was bald and had a weird beard, I was wearing a flannel and I had glasses, I had a weird cap on, I cook meth to provide my family, I'm the man who knocks

I am just kidding, if you understand, you understand

I removed all my make up, which only consisted of eyeliner because my skin was impressively clear somehow and I just washed my face with cold water and put my pj's on, I plugged in my iPhone next to my bed and tucked myself in, My life was really boring without my sisters here, I miss them dearly, I hope the come visit me soon

I laid down staring at my right wall, there was a picture frame there, a very familiar picture frame which I usually ignore because well, it's a picture frame  which I think it's a picture
with him

I quickly stood up from my bed and walked to where the picture was, I grabbed it from my wall and I stared at the 2 little persons there 

Holy Cheese

It was a picture of me and Chandler on halloween, he was Harry and I was Hermione, damn, how much time ago was this? At the bottom of the picture it said
10/31/07

It was a year before the spelling bee, it was from when we were okay, we used to be really close because our moms knew each other from the country club, I kind of missed those times, I had no idea that I would lose my best friend due to mine and his selfishness and jealousy, I would have never expected it to happen

I hanged the picture back again on the wall and went to bed again, if it wasn't for that day, maybe we would still be friends, and he wouldn't hate each other like we do right now, or probably wouldn't be attracted to each other as we are right now

Its like, I could tell you mean things about him but I also could tell you all the dirty things I want to do with him at the same time

I rubbed my forehead in frustration and took a sigh

"This kid is killing me" I say to myself as I fall asleep