Just kids in love // chandler riggs (COMPLETED)

Chapter 10

Chandler's POV

This is great. Perfect, just what I've been wanting to do for a long time

I've been wanting to catch up with her life since we started on this, I can make questions to intimidate her or to flirt with her. Yeah I know, Its a fuckboy kind of thin, But I'm doing this because I sort kind of love her, not because I want to hook up with her

I mean I wouldn't mind but

"What is it that you want to know about me?" She asked as I stared down at her

"What is your major turn-on" I asked her

I could see her expressions changing due to the question, She is probably thinking it

"Common Sense" she answered

"What, I don't mean that kind of turn on" I told her

"I won't hook up with someone who has the brain of a walrus just because he's hot" She said

"Then would you hook up with me?" I asked her smirking

"If it was due to intelligence then yeah, I would. But you're missing something called not being a pathetic asswipe" She said firmly

"Where's the love" I asked her sounding offended

"Okay, My turn" she said

"Why did you just ask that?" she said

"Because I wanted to know what to do to make you like me" I said

"Why would you want that, I'm saving my v-card for someone special" She said

"I wish I had saved mine" I told her. She intensively stared at me like If I had just stoled her McDonalds

"You lost it?" she asked me

I would not admit it to someone that I had just met. But this is Violet, she knows me too well

"I was drunk okay" I said not daring to look at her eyes

She just kept quiet. Not saying anything I could tell she was intensively judging me

Well excuuuuuuuse me for being hot

She is hot as well but she doesn't let boys in her life. She probably hasn't even had her first kiss

"Have you even had your first kiss?" I asked her, She didn't say anything

Aw

Her eyes screamed sadness but her face yelled fuck you and her lips yelled rape me

"I'm not a slut" she said looking down and then at my eyes once again which gave me the chills

"You're to sacred which is something else" I told her

"Have you even thought about having your first kiss" I added

"Well yeah but they're all idiots. The only man that will ever deserve is one that is smarter than me. Sorry but I guess I'll never kiss you" she said smiling

"Do you want to learn how to kiss or not" I asked her getting tires

"Not from you, I don't want aids" she said

"Why are you shading me so bad right now? I'm just trying to be nice" I said to her letting out a few chuckles

"Well first of all I agreed to play this thing with you because I didn't knew that you were going to be making me personal questions about my love life" she said sitting back on her chair crossing her arms

"Why haven't you ever had a boyfriend? You're the most beautiful girl i've ever seen, and don't make me start on your personality, You are a tough cookie, you take shit from no one and you fight for what you want, I would do anything to be with you" I said

why
why
why

Did I just let my soft side win? I seriously don't know what went on in my brain that I started blabbering. Those things were true but she wasn't supposed to know now

She burned holes in my head from how hard she was staring at me. She wanted to smile, but her ego is too strong. Her eyes looked somehow relieved, I know her too well, she'll change the topic. She always does that when she gets embarrassed or nervous

"When did you have your first kiss" She asked

I was sitting on the left side of the table and she was sitting on the right stool, she moved forward and now we were close again

" I gave it in 9th grade, with a girl called Emma Stinson, She was my grandmas neighbor's niece and well I was over there and I was hanging out with her because Grayson bores me and It just kind of happens" I told her

"See, that's the thing about first kisses, They just kind of happen, you don't plan it" I told her

"I've never had a boyfriend because I push them away, I push everyone away, Everyone and everything that is a distraction I just, not make them in my life anymore" She said sitting down right next to me

"But many boys have "fallen in love" with me" she said emphasizing it with her hands making me laugh

"I told you, how can they not" I said laughing, She laughed too and then she kept smiling and looked at me in the eyes "You are beautiful Violet" I say with a serious tone in my voice

We stare at each other's eyes for a brief moment, I felt the chills in my spine but I love that feeling, She looks down then up again probably getting uncomfortable in the silence "Where you really that drunk?" She asked me laughing

"Yes" I said laughing "At least she screamed" I said making her slightly punching me in the arm

"I always feel like I'm going to have my first kiss at my wedding if I do get married of course" she said

"Don't worry, I've always wanted go get married" I said joking

"You're so full and of it you know" She said laughing

I just now realized how close we were to each other, basically the only parts of out body's that are not together are our lips

Never have.Never will

If only she let me love her

She would see that there's no reason to push people away anymore