I Hate You ||2DOC STUDOC AU||

leave me alone

2ds pov

I rolled over in bed expecting to pull Rachel closer to me, I pulled a pice of paper up from the pillow instead.

Had to go to work, won't be home till midnight
-Rachel

I got out of bed and walked outside to the mailbox and pulled out some envelopes. I sat down to look through the papers when I got inside I stopped when I saw what was on oneof them.....

To my bluebird -murdoc Nicclas

Shaking I opened the letter and read what he had sent.

Dear stu,

i dont really know where to start for this one... maybe i should apologize for the way i treated you for the last 8 years huh?

i loved you stu, i really did love you. i still do. you know i don't really know to much about showing love or getting it in return.
the truth of the matter is that i didn't want to let you go, i didn't want to lose you stu, you're my world bluebird♡. your all i have. i can't get you out of my head. 3very time i bring a bird home i see you. when i shag them i imagine it's you.

i hate everyone but you stu. i don't care about anyone but you. You have my heart. i hate being away from you. 3very night i lay in bed cold hungry for your sweet embrace. please take me back stu!!! i love you more than i love myself!!!!!! u are my world Stuart pot :(

- Murdoc Niclas ( mudzy)

What's going on....... it's been almost a year.... why is he contacting me now..... what's he doing!!!!!

Murdocs pov

I watched him pull the envelopes out of the mailbox, he looked healthy. He was so beautiful, I can't wait to talk to him~♡