I Hate You ||2DOC STUDOC AU||

in my arms

"Stu?"

I lifted my head up slowly, as his olive hand reaches down for my cheek.

"Hey Stu... I'm sorry for all this"

Why was he here?
"I was just so excited to see you, I really have missed you my blue bird"

I start to feel the ringing in my ears and the spinning in the room grow stronger and louder, what's he doing here?
" Mu- Murdoc?"

He bent down and placed a damp rag over my mouth and before I knew it everything was dark again....
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"It's ok Blue .... I'll take care of you"

And with that I picked him up AND took him to my car, I'm so happy I have him back in my arms.
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3 hours before the incident...

- I love him... And if I'm being honest I don't think I'll ever stop loving him, he's the only one I have, I need him I can't let him go he's mine!!!! I can't live with out him. Please why can't I be the person he loves. Why doesn't he look at me the way he looks at her. I hate her. I want her to die. He's all I have!!!!!!  I need him.....-

I look at my note book sitting open on my bed, the words make my eyes sting and burn.

"we'll be together soon dents"

The words escape from between my gritted teeth.

   I look down at my bags, on top sits a smaller bag filled with rope, tape, sleeping pills, a rag and cloriphorm.  I hope he doesn't hate me for this, I love him so much.... I don't ever want to lose him after this. I shake my head as I feel the words bounce around in my brain.  I can do this I think to myself.

I light a cigarette to calm my nerves, and with that I load my car and start driving to his house.

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Rachel's pov,

When I got home he wasn't there. I thought maybe he had went out to get dinner but as soon as that though crossed my mind a tariffing realization dawns on me, " Stu?"

The Back door was open and there was envelopes all over the floor. I pulled out my phone and tried to call him.

an hour later

He still wasn't answering and he hadn't came home so I called the police. They came over and took my statement. He was missing.

AN: hey sry for not updating I was really out of it, also sry if this chapter was all over the place. I was high when I started writing it 😙😙 hope you liked it!!!!