Attracted To You - Kazuha x Yunjin

is this even about kazuhas gayness towards yunjin anymore

Chaewon PoV

I never even noticed the tears falling from my face. Everything was dark. Just me, my pain, and my thoughts. I looked dead. Frozen, crying, no one other than Sakura has saw me in such state. 

I didn't want to move. I didn't want to talk. I didn't want to do anything. Just pain consuming me. 

I miss the old me.

I miss how I smiled

How I laughed so much

How I felt truly welcomed.

Cared for.

But now I feel nothing

I never smile

Never laugh

Feeling so odd and different from others.

I feel like no one truly cares

Just me feeling this pain all alone.

(Sakura PoV)

She still feels the pain. The pain consuming her. I feel bad but is that going to help her in any way? Even how much we do to make her feel better nothing works. Just always, "You guys don't understand! Just fucking leave me alone!" that same sentence every single time. Until we all stopped, knowing that it would never work. 

That moment.

I don't understand why Minju did that. Why she cheated. It's just so disgusting. And just seeing it happen right in front of me just sickens me. They used to be such good friends. Such a cute and lovey lovey lovey dovey dovey dovey (im sorry had I had to) couple. 

But now things changed. 

In the wrong direction. 

(Minju PoV)

Do I regret what I did? Yes. 

But I don't have the courage to explain. 

The courage to even look at her.

I fucking hate myself

I hate what I did

But I just want to explain. 

To Chaewon,

To everybody.

Just give me a chance.

That's all I want.