The day you left me

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Giyuu Tomioka's POV

"Hello Shinobu.. Are you alright in there?" I said as I shed tears

"It's been a while, you know?" I said

"Do you know?, Today's your death anniversary.. I know I'm always reminding you that everytime I come here, But.. you can say today's special... Everytime I go here is special of course, But today's more special" I said as I grab my diary and her diary beside me..

"Whose diary will I read first? Yours or Mine?"

"Hmmm, I wanna read yours first"

(The italic words means he's reading it in either his diary or shinobu's, and when then underscore it means Shinobu was reading kanae's diary)

"Right, So hmm" Today is the day nee-san died, Aoi suggested I start writing in my diary today.. I read nee-san's diary and it looks good, smells good, and full of interesting events with the Hashiras, The first page is her page... It says she's been dating with Shinazugawa-san for so long now, I want to kill him.. But nah, The second page is full of Shinazugawa-san's secrets, It says that Shinazugawa-san liked sister since He saw Her, But when he started to approach her, He will just blush and stutter, So he kept his feelings secret for a whole year, Man that was hard, I can't even help it but stutter when I'm talking to Tomioka-san

"Wait what?"

Yes, I like Tomioka-san, But why bother? He doesn't like me anyway, And he's too dense to realize...

"I should've confessed maybe you didn't die or we could've enjoyed the times we're together in a mission... If only I opened up"

The third page contains secrets about Tomioka-san... I'm quite excited to read this... haha, It says Tomioka-kun isn't the talkative type of person, When he's around, It's calming and peaceful, But one time nemi caught me talking to him He attempted to punch Tomioka-kun but Tomioka-kun punched him instead, It was so hard that nemi lost consciousness.. I said sorry to Tomioka-kun and left with nemi, I can still remember once, I gave Tomioka-kun salmon radish, And he smiles creepily... I was kinda scared at first but found it cute later on.. I wish I was sister.. I wanna see Tomioka-san smile, Does he look that cute when smiling? sigh, I can only imagine...

"You want to see my smile huh?" I said while smirking

"I also want to see yours, Your true genuine smile, I can only imagine..."

"Do you think.. nevermind"

"Since Sabito died... I can hardly show any emotions.. Until one day... I decided to lock it all up in my corrupted heart" I said as I'm starting to shed tears again

"If only.. if only I opened up to you.. Maybe we're both free from our own walls.."

"Can you even hear me?, I feel like I'm just talking to myself, Have I gone crazy?" I asked

"Damn it, Of course you won't answer, You're dead!!" I yelled as I cry, I sat beside her tomb while my head's down in my knees.. still crying

I can hear footsteps but worry not, demons are already extinct, Maybe its Shinazugawa or Uzui visiting our comrades' graves, but I can hear it walking towards me

"Shinazugawa, Go to Kanae's grave, I don't need your company"

"Ara ara, Seems like you've mistaken me for Shinazugawa-san" Her voice said

"Stop pretending! You don't sound like her and doesn't look like her either!! So go away!, You know that I like her, right?, Maybe that's why you're here with that voice, just to prank me, right? STOP IT" I said still with my head down, while crying harder

"Ara, So you like me?" the voice said

"I said stop it, STOP IT" I yelled

"You're scaring me, Tomioka-san" She said

"Go away" I said angrily, I can feel it walking towards me again... And it sat beside me

"So you're visiting my grave, huh?, I miss you too, Tomioka-san.. I can only visit you today..." Her voice saddened

"You're not Shinobu, Go away!"

"Calling me by my first name costs a ride in your back" She hugged me then went to my back

"What do you-" I said, as she started grabbing my hands and put it in my back, then rode my back

"You're not heavy......" I said

"Are you really her?" I asked

"Yes, I am 'her' but calling me her costs another 30 minutes ride"

"humph, I can manage, you're so light, Kocho" I said proudly

"Calling me by my last name also costs another 30 minutes... YESS IT'S ONE HOUR ALREADY!!" She exclaimed

"Hey, Don't move, And what am I supposed to call you then?" I asked, she smirked

"Call me.. nevermind" Her voice saddened "Just call me Shinobu again.."

"What do you mean?" I asked

"If you call me any endearment you'll go with me... to heaven"

"You want to see my smile, right?" I said while smiling

"Yeah!" She answered excited

"This is it" I said while smiling and looking at her

"That's cute, Why didn't you smile when I'm still around" She asked pouting, She stopped hugging me.. I got up and walk, she hugged me again, shocked

"Why did you do that?" She asked

"Are you just gonna ride my back?, It's no fun without me walking" I said

"Wow, you're really tall, I wish I was this tall" She said

"Don't worry, I can carry you if you need" I said while smirking

"Oh, Shut up!" She blushed

I ran to the field and ran in circles, She was laughing genuinely, And I also saw her genuine smile... I realized I really missed her.. A lot


Akira-san(A/N):
And I missed you all too, This could be my last update in here and I'll try to continue "A new start" you can comment ideas, I really need them, and thank you for 1k reads and 35 votes... I really really appreciate it

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