Nothing changed.
I mean after the confession, nothing actually change between me and Jackson.
He didn't push forward with anything.
Neither did I.
After a few days of thinking, I only came to understand on the 4 years he's talking about that day.
He is saying that he's waiting for me.
He doesn't want to pressure me with anything and just wait.
Is not like he's treating me differently.
He still treat me the same as ever.
But then the fact that he doesn't ever bother meeting other girls actually concern me.
What if after we are together, he meet someone better than me?
It makes me keep on thinking about this.
Like, I'm thinking about it over and over again.
Why doesn't he mind that I have depression?
Looking at the door, I feel a bit reluctant to open it actually.
Are we really supposed to continue like this?
Jackson said he want to introduce me to his friends so he told me to bring food when I come.
But;
Are we not supposed to have a serious talk about this actually?
Or I should have talk to him?
I don't know what I'm worried about to be honest.
Yes, I'm clear with my feelings.
I do like Jackson.
But do I really deserve him?
He is such a good person.
Hitting myself on my forehead when I heard noises coming from inside, I try to make myself stop thinking about this.
I open the door with my thumbprint, having someone else pushing the door open too at the same time.
I'm being greeted by someone suddenly which I step back in surprise.
What the-
Am I looking at Park Jin Young?
I mean GOT7 member, Park Jin Young?
Did Jackson invited his team mate to China now?
I can recognise them because I'm a kpop fan remember?
"Jackson! Your friend can open your door? It's a girl!"
He yelled that and someone else did pop out to see.
Other team mates.
They are all looking at me in curious.
"Oh? It should be Rong Rong,"
Jackson finally came out to the door, wearing a smile on his face immediately.
He tookover the food in my hand before holding my hand, bringing me in.
I didn't know I'm having a shock face until he says it.
"Yah, they are not ghost. They are real."
"That's the thing. Why didn't you say these friends?"
It did slipped in my mind that I shouldn't speak Korean at this moment but I did.
A sentence mixing Korean and English like always.
