I'm awake with an alertness only the shattering of glass could break. My stiffened throat will only know freedom until I've put a rope around it, you see. There's more to me, there's less of you than I think. There's all more perpetually brokenness in the presence of a affiliate genius. He knows more, but seems to knowledge me of only things I've seen before. Can I just forget I'm alive here for a second? Floating in the world, disintegrating amongst the embers of my rising shadows. If I claimed these thoughts to be mine, they'd kill me. I would've never been this empty. I can't think like this, it's not right, I'm not right. We're not right. I'm not... But you see, I understand, unlike most, but I will lie to you for protection. I will finesse your brain until you stop asking. I will accept it, but what is it to be when I decide to leave. I'm afraid... no I'm not afraid, I can't be afraid. It's wrong. I'm only here. Floating in the world, disintegrating amongst the embers of my broken bones.
