Unforgettable (Shuri/Yn) (DISCONTINUED)

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IN CHICAGO

"Riri I don't know if we can do this anymore" I said
"Do what babe" She asked confused
"You know" I said pointing between us
"Have sex?" She asked
"Yea"
"We can take it slow"
"I don't think I wanna be in a relationship"
"Ok I get it"
"Thank you for understanding it's not you it's me I just don't think I'm ready"
"I know you've been through a lot"
"You I still love right"
"Yea I love you too (Riri thoughts: but it's different types of love. I'm in love with her and she just loves me)

"Ok imma go good night"
"Good night"

THE NEXT MORNING AT SCHOOL

"Ace" I whispered
"Yes y/n" He whispered back
"Check your phone" I said and he nodded.

"Have you seen Riri today" I asked

"No didn't yall ride together?" He asked

"No her mom should've brought her, she overslept so I took the bus" I said

"What's wrong between yall" He asked

"I basically told her that I'm not ready for a relationship and that we should stop what we got going on but we were technically in a relationship and I didn't really let her down gently" Ace is the only other person who knows about me and Riri's relationship.

"So you broke her heart is what you telling me"

"I didn't mean to but I wasn't putting my all into the relationship like she was and I didn't want to break up with her further down the line"

"Well you need to do something because I wanna hang out with my besties and it not be awkward or it just be you"

"I don't know what to say I don't wanna make things worse"

"I understand"
"Since were talking about friends who's name starts with a S"

"Wdym"

"The S necklace"

"An old friend from Wakanda" I said smiling think about Shuri

"I see you your not ready for a relationship"

"Why?"

"Because you have feelings for "S"

"What no I don't"

"Who are you trying to convince me or yourself?"

"I don't like anyone rn"

"Sure you don't"

"Ok look I do like her but I don't think I will ever see her again so what's the point of telling anyone that I do so that's why I keep denying it"

"That's making it worse for you, you bottle up your emotions and then you lash out. Trust me y/n I know how you feel and I don't want you to go through that"

"I'm fine Ace just forget about it"

"Ok class is dismissed"

AT RIRI AND Y/N HOUSE

I'm in my room and it's just a lot going in with how I feel about Shuri and Riri Love you them both but in different ways and I need to figure out how I'm going to fix things with Riri. Shuri probably doesn't even care for me like that anyways.

"Girls come down for dinner" Ms.Williams said
"Coming" I responded
"Where's Riri" she asked
"I think up stairs I can take her a plate if you want me to" I told her
"That would be so sweet. Here let me make her a plate. Once a again thank you for doing this for her"
"No problem"

"Riri" I said knocking on the door
"Go away" She said
"Your mom made dinner and I'm just here to give it to you" She opened the door and took the plate
"Fine, come in"
"Riri I'm sorry for how we ended things.
I should've been more considering of your feelings"
"Y/n I told you it's fine I'm fine"
"I'm just coming to check on you"
"How do you think I fucking feel. You basically broke up with me the week of Midterms so that's more stressful for me"

"I'm sorry. Imma go"
"Don't leave now you wanted to know how I feel about all this anyways right.
"Look I think we need sometime apart"
"How is that supposed to work we live in the same house and go to the same school"
"I'll start taking the bus so that we won't be around each other all day and I can eat in my room"
"I don't want you to isolate yourself"
"Nevermind I'll ask Ace if I can stay at his house that way I won't be isolated" I said walking out with a sad smile.

MESSAGES: Ace

"Ace"

"What happened"

"Why do you think something happened"

"Everytime you just text just my name something happened"

"Can I stay at your house for a while"

"Yea lemme ask my mom"
"She said yea"
"What happened between you and Riri"

"I'll explain it when I come over"

"Alr bet"

DOWNSTAIRS

"Ms. Williams is it ok if I stay at my friends house for a while" I said
"Yes just let me know when your coming back" She said
"Thank you so much" I said
"No problem sweetie" she said

AT ACE'S HOUSE

"Thank you again for letting me stay here" I said
"No problem. Do you wanna talk about it" he asked
"I guess. Basically I went to her room with her dinner because she didn't go down stairs and we got into an argument so I said that I was gonna start taking the bus and eating in my room so that we can have space but it got worse so I told her that I was gonna stay here" I explained

"Ok well lemme show you to your room" he said
"This is a nice house" I said
"Thanks. So in the morning we need to be at the bus stop by 6:30 no later than 6:45"
"Alright not to different"
"Oh and the bathroom is right there and the towels are in the closet in the bathroom"
"Thanks"
"No problem"