⇠ 𝕷𝖎𝖙𝖙𝖑𝖊 𝖌𝖎𝖗𝖑 | 𝕶. 𝕳𝖎𝖙𝖙𝖔 ⇢

𝕷𝖎𝖙𝖙𝖑𝖊 𝖌𝖎𝖗𝖑 | 𝖛𝖔𝖑. 11

Im not sure i can trust you...

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Steps went to a stop, blood running cold, the two men she used to think of so dearly stood infront of her, she wasn't sure if she wanted to speak to them in a serious way or if she she just wanted to hug them in the same loving way she used to and forget all the things that had gone through her head but it was impossible, it was like there was some type of barrier that she couldn't get rid of, it was irritating yet sad.
She stood there, looking at the two men, one was on his phone while the other looked skeptical about the fear and some type of guilt shown in the girls eyes, it was sanzu.

He may seem slightly ignorant about certain details but when it came to the young girl, he paid attention even to the smallest details "Oi, why do you look like you've seen a ghost?" Asked a certain pinkhead "I...i do not look like I have seen a ghost!" She exclaimed in an oddly defensive manner.

This called the attention of the other individual "are you sure you're ok? You don't look very good" spoke kakucho, showing slight worry for the tense girl that was too busy in the kitchen, she desperately looked for something as the guys looked at her in a confused way "y/n you look very panicked you should sit down-" spoke the blackhead as he walked over to the girl.

FIRST PERSON POV:

It was a reflex, I wasn't able to think it through, my mind went blank as i grabbed a glass cup, slamming it against the counter and pointing it at kakucho, the glass made clinks as the shards fell onto the floor I held the now sharp piece of glass as tight as I could, slight blood seeping from my hands, at this point, kakucho and sanzu were infront of me, I didn't know how they felt, slightly feared, mad, worried? I wasn't sure, they simply looked shocked "stay away from me!" I yelled with narrowed eyes "who knows if you might kill me aswell" venom slightly laced in my sentence.
I felt like breaking down and apologizing, I regretted it but my gut wouldn't let me "what are you talking about?" Began sanzu, his voice held the slightest tremble "you seriously think I don't know? You guys lied to me about everything ever since I met you both, how the hell do you expect me to feel?!?" I yelled, proceeding to throwing the glass in my hand on the floor. My mind felt empty, as if I couldn't control my own body, it felt like dark consumed me and all I could do was observe the mess I was creating "look, we didn't tell you by choice, Mikey had told us not to tell any members of the sano-" kakucho tried explaining but it didn't work, not even the slightest bit "I don't want to hear it, who knows if you're telling me one of your shitty lies again" i whispered "get the hell out."
"H...huh?" "I said, get the hell out my home." I couldn't help but glare, like I said before, I wasn't in control of my body, I guess you could say it was...

.

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Simply...

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Impulse.
Like a, dark impulse you could describe it.

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Silence, something you definitely weren't used to after a while, you had cleaned the kitchen mess but you couldn't say the same for your room, ripped drawings were on the floor, broken things were scattered one of the drawings included the portrait of a certain blue eyed male, you wanted to forget about your room, you definitely didn't wanna look at what you caused in a few minutes, and you really didn't want to look back into the kitchen argument.

You were locked up in the bathroom, cleaning the wound in your hand from hold the glass shard.
You couldn't help but look at your hand and feel some anger consume you, that anger turned into sadness as tears slightly blurred your vision but tears only spilled, you didn't sob, didn't make a face, nothing.
You just looked as tears fell onto your pants

In just a moment a loud curse was shouted and a broken mirror laid infront of you "I really have a thing for breaking sharp and sensitive things don't i?" You began as another punch was sent to the mirror.

"I miss you guys...I'm sorry..."

𝕷𝖎𝖙𝖙𝖑𝖊 𝖌𝖎𝖗𝖑
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