And then it was you,
My next heartbreak.
I was a homeless hummingbird
Seeking for nectar in death.
We met on some snowy evening—
You were dressed in navy blue and me in red.
And it was a matter of seconds for it to happen.
The first few months went like a dream,
Or maybe a daydream trapped in a nightmare—
I feared I'd lose you;
So I tried to be quiet and not to argue.
But you were a sweet disaster:
An irrevocable pain and wrath at everything—
Storming and destroying from miles afar.
I tried to hold you back,
But dear, holding back stabs your heart
and breaks it into a thousand pieces of dirty black.
And here I am, with a tightened chest—
Standing on nothing and fighting for everything,
And that's what makes it worse than pain.
YOU ARE READING
the slow art of breathing bitter
Poetryslow dancing love and pain in the midnight chorus of liquor-washed autumn green ... || a constellation of destructive poetry ||