Flying Too Close To The Flame | Dabi x Hawks

My Mistake

WARNING ALCOHOL AND SEXUAL ASSAULT

Hawks POV

It's been a few days since I was given my mission. I still haven't gotten the strength to do it. I walk into the hero meeting room early in the morning and sit down. The meeting has already started. I hate it here. I sneakily pull out a flask and pour some into my coffee, keeping it under the table so no one sees.

I drink my coffee and pretend to listen. As I spaced out I don't realize that everyone has left except Endeavor.

"Hawks." His strong voice breaks me from my trance.

"Uh- what?-" I say, raising my head.

"My office. Now." He says and leaves.

I groan and follow him. I enter his office and he closes the door. He stands in front of me.

"Have you done it yet?" He asks.

"What?" I ask.

"Your task I gave you, to kill Twice."

"Oh.. not yet, I'm waiting for a good time...." I say.

"Right. Make sure it gets done."

I nod.

"I also saw you pour alcohol into your coffee."

I tense up. Shit.

He gets closer.

"You aren't slacking on the job are you?" He asks, his tone so sharp it sends shivers down my spine.

"No..." My heart drops.

He grabs my face and pulls me up.

"I don't want you ruining this because of your own personal shit." He says.

"Y-yes sir..." I say.

He smirks. I know that look...

"If only there was something you could do to make up for your mistakes." He says.

I look down. He pulls my chin up and kisses me. I shut my eyes tight. Soon he's undressing me. At this point I just let it happen, it's not like I can do anything about it anyways. He turns me towards the wall. My face is pushed into a picture frame, looks like an award or something. He pushes in, not being gentle in any way. I try my best to keep quiet, tears running down my face.

Soon I don't feel anything. I'm just blankly staring to the side. My tears have stopped, the pain stopped. Eventually he lets go of me, pulling his pants back up.

"Get back to work." He says blankly.

I put my clothes back on and leave his office. I leave the building and disapear down an alleyway. I walk around in the darkness, pulling my flask out of my pocket and downing the whole thing. As I'm chugging I run into someone. I land on my butt, wincing at the contact.

"Hawks?" A familiar voice says.

I look up, it's bright. But I see familiar blue eyes looking down on me.

".... Touya...." I say quietly.

"What..."

I am lifted off the ground and I can see him more clearly.

"Oh... Hi Dabi..." I say.

"What happened to you...?" He asks.

I look down. I feel a warm hand on my face.

"Let's get you home..." He says as he leads me back to the league.

He brings me inside and takes me to our room. He sits me on the bed.

"Now tell me what happened." He says.

"..."

"Please..."

"It doesn't really matter..." I say quietly.

"It does! Someone hurt you! Who did it!?" He raises his voice.

The sternness in his voice is all too familiar. My eyes widen and tears start pouring down my face uncontrollably.

"Hey... I'm sorry... I didn't mean to yell..." Dabi says softly, reaching for my cheek.

I slap his hand away and storm out.

"Hawks!"

I hear him but I keep walking. I go out to the living area and see Twice leaving. Well.... Better now then never I guess... I follow him out, making sure to keep my distance so he doesn't know I'm there. I stay high up and watch him closely.

He walks into a darker part of the alleyway and I make my move. Grabbing two of my feathers, I harden them to make them sharp. I jump down towards him, kicking him in the back and pinning him down.

"Ah!-" He screams.

"Shut up." I spit.

"Hawks??"

I flip him over and put my foot on his chest to keep him down. I stare at him blankly as I hold my feather to his neck.

"Wh-why are you doing this?? I thought you were one of us!" He cries.

"I'm not... If I had it my way maybe I would be. But I don't have it my way, no one ever does." I say.

"P-please Hawks... Dont-"

Before he can finish his sentence I stab my feather through his throat, blood splattering all over me. He stops breathing and he goes limp. I stand above him with regret. I run off before I'm caught.

I come back to my senses and I start crying. I'm so sorry Twice... I don't know where I'm running, my feet just keep moving. I soon find an abandoned building and I climb in through a hole in the wall. I stumble around and end up falling into an old dusty couch. I curl up on the couch and cry myself to sleep.

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This chapter is kinda short, sorry
I hope you liked it
More about this situation in the next chapter