Sing to Me

6

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☦︎︎Jᴜʟʏ 3ʀᴅ

"so have you talked to jah since the dinner?" my momma asked me. Yea we still haven't told our parents we're cool again. I might as well tell her, it ain't shit for real.

"yea, we're cool again"

"i gotta call jackie"

"girrrll, i swea if y'all start wit them books again" I said shaking my head, laughing.

"we're friends ma"

"why tho"

"what you mean why? cause we are"

"whatever, he leaves soon tho"

"i know" ian wanna show that I was upset about it so I didn't.

"but ma'am we'll have our date soon but i do have clients today"

"ok baby" we hugged.

"I'M LEAVING LI"

"NOOOOO" she came running out her room and hugged me.

"when can i sleep over?" she asked looking up at me.

"next week?"

"momma can iiiii"

Ma- "yea li"

B- "yayyy" I smiled and kissed her forehead then left. I did have clients but not till later, Jah asked me to come over for a minute.

"took yo ass long enough" he said as he let me in and we walked to his room.

"i was at my momma house lil boy"

"um"

"um what?"

"nun, but what we doin for yo birthday before i leave, cause you know i leave the day after"

"stop reminding me"

"awwww you gon miss me" he said pulling me into him and his head being on my lap. I was sitting crisscross and he was laying down.

"no"

"you lyin"

"and?" he chuckled.

"you gon come wit me one day"

"on tour?"

"yea, why wouldn't i want my bestie there"

"cause you'on want me to see you bein a hoe"

"told yo ass ian a hoe" he said pinching my thigh.

"ion believe it, you goin on tour, ain't no way you go without gettin sum"

"i got sum a few times and other times i use sum else"

"merch you got sex toys"

"it's cleaner than most people"

"it is, so would you say you use that more or have sex more"

"definitely use it more, it does the job. it's not better than actual being in it but it's safer"

"so what kind you got" he pointed to a drawer and I got up to go look.

"ummm you need more, and better"

"speakin like you know sum"

"i do, if you think i was out hea wild thousand in college you crazy"

"you still use em?"

"yea, ion got no boyfriend, you was the first person i slept with in what probably 2 years"

"goddamn girl"