|•MY LITTLE•| ~SKZ~'bXb'

My perfect kitty

Hey loves! How are yall? Its been long I know but as I said I might post or might not post....so yeah here we are! I missed writting little space thingies and I eventually came to the point where I know its my comfort zone so here we go a new oneshot hope I didn't loose what I gained while writing(I mean my skills) so yeah lets go I'll not rant here lol! Enjoy!!💖

Oh and I changed the format so here you go!
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Little: minho
Caregiver:chan
Ship:minchan
Relation:boyfriends
Plot: the hate minho got was getting too much for him to not take it to heart and he actually belived it....
Warning: it can be categorised as angst(?) I mean its a little depressing at first but later on it gets better
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Lately minho has been getting a lot of hate...we all know the reason its about his personality. He has veen getting hate about this topic since the very beginning. So he should get used to it right? But no matter how many times he heard the same thing..it always hurts the same. He is not rude or emotionless he just doesn't likes to show it so why can't everyone understand it? It makes him feel the worst.....

Chan has told minho many times that all those comments are not true but minho wasn't convinced enough I mean how could he be convinced when he sees all the hate comments about him everywhere? And chan knew that Minho still thinks he is not good enough so he told minho that whenever he feels down he can come to chan and minho did what chan told......

Today minho felt worser than any other day....to whichever social platform he goes all he sees is hate comments...people commenting about his dance skills,vocals, personality and everything at this point he is feeling guilty for breathing...like people need to understand he HAS emotions it DOES hurts him....but people are dumb and we all know that.

His thoughts were running wild and he let them get to him.....he thought he is a bad dancer his vocals aren't good he started to hate how his body looks he started to hate his face his voice and everything....he started to hate himself at first he didn't realised but now that he did...he felt more disappointed...and he started to throw hate comments on himself like "huh! Look at you can't even take hate comments..you are an idol hate is the very first thing you should be prepared about" and what not? It eventually got to him.....he started skipping meals, he started sleeping less, he stopped talking to everyone, he started to distant himself from everyone even his boyfriend....and ofc chan noticed.

So chan decided to approach his lover and talk it out between them because chan belives "conversation and hugs can solve everything" which is true...

So when chan finally got free time he was going to approach minho and minho kind of sensed it so at first he tried to escape so when chan was walking towards him minho said "bye chan hyung, I am going to dance practice" and chan knew minho was escaping from him it hurt him "can I come?" He asked cause he knew saying things directly infront of everyone wouldn't lead this conversation anywhere..... Minho had no reason to deny so he just let the other tag along.

While walking towards the practice chan started the conversation "So....how are you?" Yes he had to ask that it sounds so awkward when your boyfriend asks right? But it been over 2 weeks since they talked properly so asking that made more sense.... "I don't know.....or maybe I do" the last part was a whisper but chan caught it he knew something was wrong with minho and now it was confirmed... "wanna talk about it?" Minho wanted to say no but he knew better than to do that because he has to talk about it...at some point he knew chan would help him and give him the real answers to his question so he hesitantly nodded. Chan smiled and took him to his studio so no one would disturb them.

"Now, whats wrong baby?" Chan chose to use nicknames so that minho feels comfortable and if minho regresses it would be better for both of them...
Minho teared up..."c-chan" "yes baby I am here" "t-the hate comments, t-they say I am not g-good en-enough for the g-group...i-is it true?" "Ofc no baby! Without my kitten this group will be incomplete, i don't even know what would I do without you " minho sniffles and whispered"you would've been more happy" hoping chan doesn't hears him but he did "come here" his tone held love,sweetness and affection.. minho slowly went to chan....and chan hugged him and thats when minho eventually broke down and let himself loose he didn't cared about anything now he just wanted to stay in chans arms cuz he thinks if chan lets go of him now then will not hold him back anymore....chan whispered sweet nothings in minho's ear trying to calm his baby down but at the same time telling him to let it all out...and minho slowly slipped his head was pounding not only because of his crying but also because he haven't slipped for soo long.

"D-dada" "yes kitten" "is minni weally mwean?" "No baby not at all" "ish minnie ugwy n-an usewess? Evywon sways tha' n-an thwey sway minnie is b-bad at eveythin" minho said between his sobs and chan was honestly heartbroken he felt his anger rise up but he controlled it and assure minho that he was perfect in every form and the haters are just jealous of his success.....

"Dada" minho called chan and he hummed in return "wan kwissie" "aww ofc baby" and then chan showered minho with all the kisses and love...minho giggled, thats chan's most favourite thing in the world....he loved Minho a lot and so did minho.....while cuddling minho fell asleep so chan made Minho comfortable on the couch and decided to do some check up on the songs and texted the group that they will be back soon....

Minho felt a lot better now that he opened up to chan and slipped so he was back with his confidence obviously not like before but a lil bit and that works too...later chan talked to the company about this and told them to take action towards hate comments cuz it affects the members mental health..

At dorm chan gave hint to everybody what happened and all of them showered minho with compliments and praises and tbh minho was a sucker for praises he loved praises and no one hesitated to give him what he loved cuz he deserved it.

Later at the evening the all went out to eat ice cream and they enjoyed the movie night together with loads of goofiness, laughter and giggles.....The day ended with happiness.

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Author
Yuppie a sudden update haha and omg it so long wird count is over 1k 😭 thank you for reading stay safe and healthy💖 love you all 😚