Sheldon x Leonard (TBBT FanFiction)

Chapter 8.

Sheldon's POV:

When Penny and Sheldon finally go inside, they immediately go to the bar area.

Sheldon sits down and one of the stools, and starts crying.

Penny, standing right behind him, is straight up confused.

His head is on the table, his arms are crossed around it. "Protecting" it, in a sort of way.

Penny: Awh sweetie.. what's wrong?

Sheldon: My life's falling apart.

He said with a sad/mad voice, while still crying.

The barista came over to the duo.

Barista: What would you guys like today?

Penny wanted to answer, but Sheldon took over.

Sheldon: Anything that takes my pain away.

His talking wasn't loud, the sound was covered by his arms in the way.

Penny thought she was dreaming. Sheldon, drinking, to remove pain?!

"This isn't real." She thought to herself.

The barista looked over to Penny, eye contact telling her what he wants.

Penny: Uh.. the most alcoholic one, please.

The barista raised her eyebrows, and got started on the drink.

Penny took a seat down next to Sheldon, whose arms are still covering the front.

Penny: I took the best choice for you.

Then she placed the hand on his shoulder.

Sheldon: Don't touch me.

Penny took her hand off. She could still hear him cry.

She felt terrible.. she almost never heard him cry before. Something is definitely wrong.

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Leonard's POV:

Leonard was just in silence, on the couch.

He was thinking about Sheldon, and that kiss..

He was thinking about switching places, Sheldon's spot.

It has Sheldon's scent. (Well, meh not really)

He misses him more than ever.. and its only been half an hour.

Leonard: Oh what the hell.

Leonard quickly moves to the spot next to him, then the next, quickly arriving to Sheldon's spot.

He sat there, in admiration.

God damn he missed him..

The feeling he had when their lips... touched..

The feeling he had when their touch... interacted..

It was too good to be true.

But then, Leonard thought about something.

"He's a man.. and.. I'm a man.. this.. can't be.."

His joy slowly came back to zero.

Leonard: I'm not.. gay.. aren't I.?

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Sheldon's POV:

The drinks finally arrived.

The barista: Here you g-

Sheldon snatched the drink out of her hands and started chugging.

Penny was trying to slow him down, but she was too late.