drowning

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I pour my soul into these pages
Hoping it would give some release
Because my head is drowning me for ages
But I still can't find my peace

I just want to feel okay
But how? I think and think and think
Because my thoughts are all gray
and again I start to smoke and drink

I know I'm the problem
I don't mean to
Either talking too much or too little
At this point I don't even know what to do

Always doing something wrong
I'm like the one bad lyric in a song
Like a boat lost at sea; No land in sight
I might give up on this fight

Just let the waves carry me
Why should I even try?
I will drown in the deep unkown sea
Thats all I have to do for my peace

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