I feel dead and alive at the same time
tired of live; but still scared to die.
Filled with thoughts
and so empty at the same time.
at this point, nothing brings joy
feels like getting constantly destroyedI mean whats the point of even trying?
Why should I chase something I know I could never catch up?
Chase some useless degree
to make everyone happy but me.
Chase a live everyone wants to achieve
But no one cares about my dreams.
Chase a personality I know I could never be
Because Im to much like me
-too weird, unfitting and feared.
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