•It'll Be Okay• GENMUI

chapter 16

Nurse (ella) pov

"Ah, young tokito hasn't been visiting yuichiro lately, do you think somethings happened to him?" Christy asked me, we were cleaning yuichiros room.

"Yeah, but he called this morning saying he was coming. So atleast he's okay" I tell her, "oh, he did?" She asks, I nod. "He did, but he sounded really tired, and his voice was- well.. it sounded like he'd been sad.." I add, "Ah, I see. Well, we're done. I have to go prepare the food, your on cleaning the halls" She tells me,

She walks down the halls and I go to get the cleaning spray and such

I noticed a boy walking through, his hair was.. very, very choppy and short.. he seemed, familiar, but I couldn't tell who he wa-

Wait.. those eyes-

That's tokito-?!

What on earth happened to his hair-?!

I rushed over to him, he looked up at me with huge eyebags, "Hello.." He said  looking up at me. "Your hair- what on earth happened-?! Are you okay dear- you look very warn out and tired.." I say, he just kinda looked to the side, "I did it.. I cut my hair aha.." He tells me, "oh my gosh.. what happened, whyd you cut it..?" I ask

I know he wouldn't have cut it.. plus it's very, very choppy.. is he getting bullied maybe..?

"I.. it was just getting too much for me.. just like.. the length was hard to deal with.. you know..?" He says, I nod. "Dear, it's very.. choppy.. do you need it fixed up? I could always help, I cut most of the patients hair here" I offer, he shakes his head. "If anything fixed it up it'd be shorter, and I'm still getting used to it's length now aha..." He tells me again

I pat his head and give him a hug, "I know things with yuichiro are hard.. and if you've cut it due to stress it's okay. I'm always here to talk if you need it" I tell him, he nods and sluggishly hugs back.

"Well, I have to clean these halls and I don't want to stop you from seeing your brother. Would you be okay if I head off now..?" I ask, he nods and I walk away

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Mui pov

I walk into my brothers room.. a few of the casts and wires were off of him..

"Yui..?" I ask, like he was going to reply.. even when he most definitely wasn't going to..

"I.. I see your getting better.. and.. the nurses said that you might wake up soon.." I say,

"I'm really happy about that... I can't wait for you to wake up.. if you do that is..." I add, "I haven't been well.. I know you can't see but.. I have short hair now.." I say, "it's really.. really hard for me.. I know it's easier to deal with but.."

I stopped there, I started sobbing and tears formed..

"It was my last thing I had of mother.." I say, bursting out in tears.. "and.. and if you don't wake up.. I won't have the long hair you do..." I say..

"It got cut by that gyokko guy.. the one that I told you I work for and is really sexual to me.." I say, "I told you about him.. the one with really gross greasy hair.."

"He grabbed my hair.. and just cut it... he told me I shouldn't have been playing with my hair instead of working.. but all I was doing was tying it up..." I say, still sobbing..

I was so tired.. I grabbed my brothers hand, "yui.. I'm tired.. I'm so.. so tired.. tired of everything.. Noone likes me.. the bullies pretended to cut my hair the other week.. before it was cut..." I tell him, "and genya.. I don't fucking deserve him... he's so nice.. I..  I just want you.. mum.. and dad back.. I want to be happy yui.." I say, sobbing..

I started to feel really dosey.. I hadn't had sleep for a few days.. plus the fact that I could barely sleep more than 1 hour a night prior..

I lay my head on my brothers bed.. and just fell asleep..

Goodnight yui...