charlies pov :
my alarm rings, its monday 6:36 am. i get up, get my uniform , tie my hair and get my headphones.
" dad im going to school " i say as i walk out the door.
school is about a 7 minute walk
i walk to school trying not to cry, i get closer and closer as i wipe my eyes to stop the tears from flowing down my face, i walk into school and go to my locker. no ones staring at me, no one really cares so i feel fine. i grab my things and walk to class.
i had math first period so its the same thing as always, not a big deal all i do it pretend to listen and listen to my music from my headphones.
period 2 is english. " hey charlie, did you do the assignment? its due today and i gave you 2 weeks to do it. " shit i think, i didnt finish it, i completely forgot. " sir, i finished it but left it at my dads house. ill give it by tomorrow. " my excuse, he fell for it. now i know i have that to do tonight.
the bell rang, its now recess so i go to my locker and put my things away, and get ready for my next class. i walk around the school looking for a place to sit.
suddenly i feel a burning sensation onto my wrist. i havent self harmed in days, so why would it be burning.
it hurts but feels good, i cant take the sensation so i walk over to the school bathroom that no one goes in, get my blade of out my phone case and slowly glide in onto my wrist. i let out a groan in pain. it burns, but in a good way.
the bell rang as i pulled my sleeves up, walking to my next class, erc.
we dont really do anything there, so its pretty chill. still hard to focus when i have burning wrists from cuts i made with no absolute reason, she told us we have homework due next class, i need to remember to do that.
in term 1 i got 76 in math the highest mark ive got in math, term 2 a 45/100. what happened, now term 3 is 60% of my final score, so i need to try to pass this.
its now lunch, sitting in my usual spot with nobody it honestly doesnt bother me that i sit alone everyday, as long as i have my headphones everythings fine.
next period is physical education, as you can imagine i freak out " physical education. " burning wrists, " physical education " what do i do? i cant wear shorts sleeves?
the minutes get closer and closer till next period, i havent gotten my gym clothes for all of term 2 for the same reason, i lost 20 marks for not having my clothes. i need to gain my marks up, i need to wear my gym clothes. but i just cant.
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Randomthis story is about a girl named charlie, she deals with self harm and relationship issues, some topics on od and smut talk the cover is not mine, i dont know who made it
