Feeling motivated;-; so like enjoy 😫
Visco's pov:
I hate this..
I hate this...
I hate this....
I HATE this.....
I HATE THIS......
I HATE THIS ANGEL...
I HATE THIS MISSION.....
I HATE EVERYTHING HERE......
I HAVE TO STAY ON THIS MISSION FOR A LONG TIME BECAUSE OF THIS ANGEL...I HATE HIM...THIS ANGEL IS PROBLEM FOR ME...I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM...HIS SMILE..HIS EYES..HIS HAIR, EVERYTHING HAS TO BE PERFECT FOR HIM, I ONLY AGREED FOR 10 MONTHS, NOT MY WHOLE LIFE..NOT EVERYDAY...
I snapped...
"Are you okay Visco?" Angel asked, I turn to him, giving him a fake smile, "I'm okay! No need to worry" I said, I hate him...I hate him...I HATE HIM...! "I'll just go watch tv.." I said as I sat down on the couch, he cuddles with me, of course...
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Few hours
Later
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Angel fell asleep on my chest, jeez...I hate his face...he's so soft...and handsome..cute...wait..why am I thinking this?...I don't want this..I stood up making angel wake up..I head to the kitchen and drank some coffee, "hey dear...you look upset..are you okay..?" Angel asked and kissed my head, Everything has to be happy for him doesn't it? I have to keep this relationship for the company...I hate this...
"Yeah I'm fine.." I replied, he kissed my head again..he stood up and went to the couch, I also stood up and cuddled with him, "I love you.." I said, "I love you too my dear~" he said, 'why do I feel so upset towards him..? He did nothing wrong...right..?' I thought, tears start flowing down my eyes, angel sits up "visco?! Are you okay?!" He asked, "why do I feel upset...why do I think you're a problem.." I sobbed, he hugs me, "shh...there's nothing to worry now...let's talk about this later..okay..?" He wiped away my tears and kissed my forehead, I nuzzled into his chest and fell asleep...
Angel's pov:
He hates me..? I shouldn't worry about myself right now..I should talk to him later..
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A few hours
Later
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Visco woke up, "hey love, do you want to talk now..?" I asked worriedly, he groans "mhm..." He said, we both sit down and settled on the couch, "so...I just want to ask about earlier.." I said, visco starts to cry, "hey..hey..it's okay..just please answer truthfully.." I wiped his tears away, "I don't know why I felt so upset towards you..." Visco said, "is there something you want to talk about..?" I asked, he shook his head no, "alright then love, tell me when you want to talk about something, 'kay?" I said while I give visco a peck on the lips, he nods and snuggles into me..
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"So..it's just a deal?" Angel said, "what..?" I felt my heart drop, "you loved me because of a deal?!" He shouted, "no..no...no....no...No.." I panicked, I felt tears flood my eyes.."it's not like that! Angel?" It felt so real...
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Visco's pov:
I wake up sweating, I hug my knees, I start to cry, "what's wrong with me..?" I said quietly while crying...
Angel's pov:
I sit up straight, waking up from the sound of Visco sobbing, We were both sleeping at the same bed, I hug him, "hey..are you okay..?" I wiped visco's tears, visco snuggles into me, "please don't let go.." he said, I kiss his head as he falls asleep in my arms, i sigh and went to sleep, knowing visco was comfortable now...
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Next day
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Still in Angel's pov:
Visco wakes up, he felt warm hands around him, its just angel.. visco snuggles into me.. "g'morning love.." I kissed visco's forehead, visco didn't reply, I started to think about yesterday...on what visco said...
Visco's pov:
Fuck....I feel so weak and...Soft..? I just like being in Angel's arms...so warm..and I feel so safe..I feel like nothing's going to harm me when I'm with him, i hate this... Why..? Why do I hate this..? It pains me to say that now..i hate this...It makes you feel better..you don't deserve anything to be honest...he deserves better..than a stupid ass bitchless demon, damn...did you really have to say that? Well yes... Welp this is my counterpart, ocsiV, yep my name in reverse- you remember Xander? We still love him right? I can feel you...you pathetic loser... Stop..don't include him...Don't ever include him... Pfft...you pathetic loser, you still haven't moved on, haven't you? Hah...you pathetic shit... I shake my head and snuggle into angel
I ran out of motivation and ideas tbh so like goodbye I guess 😭 I'll see you in the next chapter ily bye [813 words]
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Romance[~the art isn't mine also it belongs to 'Yeraa' in deviantartz] they're both switches btw ♡ Also this is a Angel (male) x Demon (Male) ^♡^ Info: they're both male <3 this is a BL (boxboy) so if your homophobic please exit, I'd like some good vibes f...
