drowning in you | minsung

Chapter 18🥀

"Choi San."

I heald my breath when i heard that name. Choi San. The bully Choi San. The one from my old highschool. He is going to move in in the apartment where i am living. My highschool years felt like living hell because of him. Every day he used to make me feel like as if i am not worth it and will never be. I can still remember all the things he said to me word by word. Even though i havent gone to highschool since 3 years , i can still sometimes hear his voice which tells me i shouldnt even be existing. He is the reason for why i skipped school every time i had the chance to and afterwards i have gotten in trouble because either San told the teacher about this or my parents found out. However, i was never able to tell them the true reason for why i was skipping school because i didnt want things to get even worse.

"Wait, do you mean Choi San as in the Choi San from our highschool. The person i hate the most on this planet?", Minho asks.

"Yeah, it is him", Bangchan responds.

"Are you out of your mind? Why do u let him move in with us after all he has done?"

Wait, from where do they know him? Did they go to the same highschool as him before he changed to mine?

"Well he said he has changed and i already met him a few times last month and it really does seem like as if he did."

Has Bangchan completely gotten insanse? A person like San is never going to change. For nothing and nobody. He is pure evil. He never cared abt the feelings of the people around him so why should it be different now?? He has done so many horrible things like abussing, sexually harassing, bullying people and so much more. Someone like San will never change. No matter what happens he just wont. He is like a psychopath. He always has his ways to find out everything abt u within 24 hours. He is like a devil.

Being completely lost in my thoughts i didnt even really hear what the others were saying. I didnt even realise that Minho already left the living room.

"Jisung, are you okay?", i hear Felix whispering in my ear.

I lift up my head: "Yes, i am. Why?"

"Idk u just looked a little bit spaced out."

"I was just thinking of something."

"Oh, okay", Felix whispers.

"I am sorry guys, but i decided to give him another chance and this is my apartment so i am gonna let him live with us. I cant just let him sleep under the bridge or wherever."

"Okay, but as Minho has already said i definitely wont give him another one", Hyunjin says angrily heading upstairs. I followed him because i want to know from where they know him and what happened between them.

"Hyunjin wait!", I say to Hyunjin who was about to close the door of his room.

"What is it? Do u need something?", he asks me nicely.

"I have a question. Well actually two."

"Then ask me", he says still being nice to me.

"From where do u all know San and why do u all hate him so much?"

Out of nowhere Hyunjins expression darkened. "This is a long story", he responds kinda cold.

"But i still wanna know. Dont u think it would be at least kinda fair when i know the story since he is moving in?"

Hyunjin sighs. He stares at me and it seems like as if he is thinking if he should tell me or not. After some time he says: "Okay, come in. I am gonna tell u the story. But trust me it is a very long and kinda disturbing one."