Re:zero and the boy who commands

Immorality If

it was early in the morning. Y/N was lying in a king sized bed sleeping

The door opened revealing Beatrice. The great spirit quietly made her way to the bed, climbed onto Y/N, and leaned close to his ear

Beatrice: good morning, N/N

Y/N responded by grabbing her into a hug

Y/N: morning Betty

Y/N kissed Beatrice's forehead

Y/N: what brings you here?

Beatrice pouted

Beatrice: can't Betty hug her contractor when she wants, I suppose

Y/N tightened the hug

Y/N: of course you can

Beatrice: so, what do you plan to do today?

Y/N: probably go through all the mail I have

Beatrice: and then?

Y/N: no idea

Beatrice: you're a hopeless contractor, in fact

Beatrice hug Y/N back

Beatrice: but you're my hopeless contractor, in fact

Everything distorts and the sense changes to a hallway

Y/N was walking down the hallway, he noticed a blond, maid cleaning a window

Y/N: oh, the horror!

Y/N's antics caught the attention of the maid. Y/N walked towards her, spun around and fell backwards towards her. Frederica caught him before he could fall

Frederica: what is it, Y/N-sama?

Y/N: I caught a sickness, and the only cure is to stroke your tale~

Frederica sighed and shook her head

Frederica: if that's what will help you

out from Frederica's skirt, came a fluffy tale about half her height. Y/N got up as hugged it

Y/N: is it me, or is your tale getting softer?

Frederica: I brush it specially, just for you

Y/N: it's like a warm marshmallow

Frederica giggled at his response

Frederica: I don't know what that is, but if it's coming from you then it's something good

Everything distorts and the sense changes to a dining room

In the dining room was both Crusch and Anastasia, sitting near each other with a empty seat in-between them

Y/N opened the door to join them

Crusch: you're late

Y/N walked over to the empty seat in-between the two

Y/N: I am never late, nor am I early. I arrive precisely when I mean to

Y/N sat in between the two

Anastasia: so who was it this time?

Y/N: what "this time" are you referring to?

Y/N reached for a drink and sipped it

Anastasia: who'd you fuck?

Y/N choked on what he was drinking. Anastasia had a little laugh at his reaction. Crusch patted Y/N's back to help his

Crusch: Anastasia, you shouldn't say such things!

Anastasia: we're just havin' a little laugh, Crusch

Y/N cleared his throat

Y/N: thank you Crusch

Y/N gave Crusch a peck on the cheek, causing her to blush a bit

Y/N: and for your information, no one

Anastasia: it was just a little goof

Anastasia leaned into Y/N's arm

Asia: how about I feed you, to say sorry?

Crusch grabbed Y/N's other arm

Crusch: we agreed it's my turn to feed him!

Y/N: look, you can both feed me if you really want to

Everything distorts and the sense changes to Y/N's offices

Being married to two of the busiest Royal candidates means there's a lot of paper work and letters to look through. One letter go Y/N's attention, and it was from Priscilla

Y/N: I swear, if it's another marriage proposal...

before Y/N could read the letter, the door opened. In came the pick hair Oni, Ram, with a tea tray

Ram: Y/N

Y/N: hey Ram

Ram put the tray next to Y/N, she pores him a cup. When looking back at Y/N, she could see the empty look he had

Ram: Y/N

Y/N: yeah?

Ram: take a break

Y/N: I'll take a break when I'm done

Ram grabbed Y/N's hand

Y/N: Ram...

there fingers intertwined

Ram: break. Now

Y/N: fine

Ram and Y/N moved closer to each other

Ram: I love you

Y/N: I know

and locked lips

 want to be loved, but I don't want to love others. I hate it when people complain about life, when I've never suffered from it. It's why I hate myself, only thinking of myself

 Maybe if I'm surrounded by people I care for, I can stop being so selfish, maybe if I suffer I can understand why people hate their life

Maybe.... It will change my view on life