𝙛𝙖𝙢𝙤𝙪𝙨 || 𝙟𝙤𝙖𝙤 𝙛𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙭

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MISTAKE
"he was everything i ever needed"

~magui~

i was furious.

completely embarrassed.

and utterly heartbroken.

i can't believe the love of my life would do something this cruel. as i stood in the kitchen staring at his straight face, i could only think of how lyla mitchell felt. after all, she was the one who had gotten me into this mess.

joão didn't even look sad. he just stood, watching hot tears stream down my cheeks. he didn't try to apologize or get me back, he just stood.

i don't think i've ever felt this angry at someone in my life, but i was also sad. i had finally gotten what i deserved.

i knew it was only a matter of time before joão had realized how cruel the things i had done to him were. i just didn't think it would be this soon. i chucked my phone and stomped towards the door, my shoulder hitting his on the way, but he didn't even budge.

he didn't even glance back. it was like he didn't even care at all. "but just know whenever you come falling back to me, im not gonna be there to catch you!"

he was probably laughing at me but i couldn't care less. i was so enraged, i wouldn't even be surprised if black smoke spewed out of my ears. i was trying to think of something or anything to do to make him feel bad but there was nothing.

i had already lost his trust and compassion three times, there was nothing i could do to make him want me again, but i was gonna try my hardest to get him to, no matter what it took.

and that starts with revenge.

i noticed his phone on the table by the front door and i grabbed it without a second thought. i bursted through the door, slamming it at loud as i could behind me.

i don't know why i expected him to follow me outside, calling for my forgiveness, but he obviously didn't.

i got in my car and sped away. i arrived at pedro's house which is where i was going to go before joão busted me. i had to act like i wasn't about to go cheat on him for a fourth time.

and i feel bad, i don't know why i always put more and more shit on him, but i guess it's good that he finally broke it off with the thing that's making him miserable.

but the thought of him with another girl makes me angrier than ever. the thought of him with anybody but me enrages me and i can't deal with that.

i bang on his door, and when pedro opens it i burst inside and pace back and fourth in his living room. he raises an eyebrow at me and puts his hands in front of me as if i'm psychotic or something.

i probably looked like it though. my hair was in a million different tangles and stuck out in different directions. my face was basically bright red with black mascara smeared all over it.

"woah-magui are you- what the fuck." his eyes roamed over me but not in a sexual way. i probably look like i just got in a street fight, so i don't blame him for staring. "what's wrong?"