Didn't mean to

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-Tom's pov-

"So, Tom, how's everything going? It's so nice to have you finally here, the guitarist of Tokio Hotel!" The lady greeted me sitting across me with a suspicious smile. The crowd started yelling and clapping

"I'm great! Thanks for having me" I said, always smiling no matter what

I had this aching feeling on my stomach that something bad or wrong was going to happen

Or maybe it was all just guilt.

Guilt because days before I had cheated on Y/n. I was stupid and I wasn't on my 5 senses. I wasn't thinking straight.

I was really angry at Y/n for a dumb thing and I walked away. I had wandered through the city and I saw a bar, so I stepped inside.

I had stupidly picked a random girl, she wasn't even that pretty, not like Y/n. We went to a motel room, fucked senseless and then I went back to Y/n, making things up and pretend nothing happened before I saw her

But guilt was eating me alive.

"How are you and Y/n doing? You've recently come out as a couple and everyone couldn't be more excited. The fans are going like crazy!" She stated

"Well we're fine, you know? Just living our life" I commented feeling uncomfortable with the subject.

"But you were spotted going into a motel with a girl, who's curiously not Y/n" She raised her eyebrows and smirked, waiting patiently for me to answer

I didn't know what to say, I was too shocked to think about an answer, but I needed to say something or they'll find it suspicious.

"Oh, she was just a friend" I stated, the nerves at the top of my throat.

"But why would you go to a motel with a "friend"? But you aren't denying that Y/n doesn't know?" She asked smartly, this was going to end real bad. I rolled my eyes and tried to come up with a strategic answer

"I'm not saying anything, that's between me and my girlfriend Y/n." I commented

"Okay but what about the motel? Why would Tom Kaulitz be in a motel with a "friend" ?" She asked with a devilish smirk

"Well...we were...we were doing some business with the owner of the motel." I stated, my heart running up to my throat

"That's kinda weird but I'll take it. How long have you been dating?" She asked, she was pushing me, I was almost at the end of the bridge

"Two and a half year." I stated, rolling my eyes and biting my lip to contain my mouth to say anything else I'll maybe regret

"That's nice. Do you think your relationship will survive after Y/n finds out that her boyfriend for two years and a half cheated on her?" She smirked, knowing damn well I wasn't going to get out of this easily.

I pursed my lips and breathed in and out slowly.

Calm down, Tom. Y/n won't find out about this if you don't tell.

"No comment?" She pushed. I inhaled deeply

"Okay, so fucking what if I did? Thats non of your fucking business" I roared, immediately regretting what I have just said

"That's more like it" I got up and quickly walked out.

I ruined my reputation, and probably the reputation of Tokio Hotel in a few seconds, years that took me and the band to grow it up it was all ruined.

I ran out of the building, called a taxi and went home

Fifteen minutes passed and I was at the principal door of my house were me and Y/n lived.

"Is it true?" Y/n asked the second I entered to the house. She was with her arms crossed and I could see she cried for the past few minutes or even hours.

"Y/n I-I don't know what to say. Love-" She got up and walked to the hallway with a suitcase already on her hand.

"I didn't mean to!" I yelled after her

But she didn't hear.

She had every right to hate me and walk away

And she did.



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I'm so sorry I haven't post any imagines or either edits, my mom took my phone for a month and I didn't find the time to write on my iPad.

Promise I will try to make edits whenever I can, don't forget me 😫

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