Broken Souls....

We All Need Someone to Listen...To Stay...

happy reading fellas...

"apne baathaya nahi ki café me ithna kuch chal raha hai..."ask Karishma looking at her best friend who is still having tears in her eyes....

"baatha ne keliye kuch hai hi nahi..."

Karishma turns her face and watches the red sky.... "haan apne sahi kaha...hum apke hothe koun hai..." Haseena glances at her... "aagar hum apke kuch lagtha tho apne hume iss baare me baathaya hotha..."

"accha aap bhi tho humari baate nahi maan rahi thi..kithni baar hum bol raha the ki jo huva usse bhul jaane ki koshish kijiye lekin apne tho Humari ye baat nahi maani...fir hum kyu apse share kare..."says Haseena and Karishma gives her death glare..

Both stay silent for a while...only the cool breeze hitting on their faces...their faces are dull with all the crying and having a deep thoughts....they didn't know how to talk or how to express the pain with each other...now they feel strange to share..

"hume nahi pata tha ki papa aise kuch kar denge....kabhi sapne me nahi socha tha ki vo Suicide kar lenge...hume tho koi idea hi nahi tha....hume thoda der baat pata chala ki vo iss duniya me nahi hai...." Karishma says slowly and Haseena turns her face to her..

She sees Karishma is crying while talking about her father....she moves near her and holds her hand to give her moral support....Karishma nods her head lightly but doesn't meet her eyes....

"sher jaane ke baad hume laga ki life bahut hi accha hoga..in fact huva bhi..papa ka business bahut hi acche tarah se chalne laga aur humari family bahut hi kush thi.....baade baade deal ho rahi thi ek daam se sab thik hone laga...papa ka jo sapne tha ek baade businessman baane ka hone laga...fir acchnak kya huva ki business me kuch muskile aane lagi aur jo bhi papa ne paise invest kiya tho vo saare dupne lage....unhone business ko baache keliye bahut kuch kiya...loan liya...logo se thoda paise liye ye soch kar ki jab business thik ho jaayega tab vo unhee vaapas kar denge lekin aise kuch huva hi nahi....uska opposite pure business hi kahatm ho gaaya aur jo bhi humare paas tha sab kuch chala gaaya...papa ek dam se tutt gaaye the lekin unhone bahut koshish ki...iss wajse logo ki baate aur ghar aa kar chilna...vo sab shuru ho gaaya...pehle hum logo ne mil kar sambalne ki koshish ki thi..but sab haath se jaa raha tha...aur iss bich maa aur papa ke riste bhi kahi na kahi tutt ne lage the....maa ko haar koi ghar par kar sunna raha tha ki papa ne unke saare paise ko baarbad kar diya aur ab nahi de raha hai...unhone ne papa ka saath bahut diya...apne jewellers se leke apne saving tak sab kuch de diya fir bhi ye problem kabhi kahatam nahi huva....fir aise hi kuch din chal tha raha fir pata nahi papa badal ne lage...kahi bhi chale jaathe hai bina kuch bole aur maa ko logo ka sambalna hotha tha...ek baar tho papa 3 mahine tak ghar aaye hi nahi...baas unse phone me baathe hothi thi...jab bhi puch the hai ki tho bol hai ki business keliye kuch kar raha hai....humne aur maa ne unhee samjhne ki koshish ki ye sab chod the lekin nahi maane...humne bhi papa ko kahi baar kaha ki sab kuch chod dethe hai aur vaapas chale jaathe hai lekin ek baar bhi unhone humari baat maani hi nahi....jo bhi maa ne bank me savings me raka tha vo bhi bina baatha lene laage...apne baare me sochne lage...papa ko hum dono ki firkar kam hone lagi..fir bhi hum papa se bahut hi pyaar karthe hai....aaj bhi yaad uss din bhi hum aur maa unko samjh raha the ye bol kar ki ab humare paas kuch nahi hai baas vo ghar hai...papa ne kuch bola nahi baas ladhe rahe...ye nahi socha ki unki wajse humare family me kya kuch nahi ho raha par unhee koi farak nahi padha...hume kuch samjh nahi aaya ki kya kare....humne bahut kaha ki ye business gaaya tho gaaya lekin apke ek pariwar hai jo apse bahut hi pyaar kartha hai...vo baas yahi chahathe hai ki sab kuch chod the aur ek naayi shurwat karthe...par pata nahi kyu papa ki ye baat samjh nahi aa rahi thi.unhee baas logo ki firkar rahi thi ki kya bolnge...baas logo ke baare me soch the hai but family ko aise hi chod diya....agale din bhi subha aise hi kuch huva tha....hum college chale gaaye aur maa market....baas papa ghar par the...Market se maa vaapas aayi tho ghar andhar se locked tha....unhone kahi baar papa ko bhulaya tho koi wavaj aayi hai nahi...maa darne lagi aur andhar jaane ki raaste dundne lagi...fir kaise bhi karke back door se ghar ke andhar gaayi aur papa ko..."Karishma chokes thinking about that day and Haseena tightens her girp...