So i want to clarify something. what i say here isn't my true feelings, i mean they are but it's kind of embellished. i don't always come off the best in text. as well as i seem to some how be even more dramatic sounding in text.
so my whole "this is over" chapter isn't quite right, i was impulsive and feeling alone, i am still extremely interested in being her friend and while i wish we could be more than that i believe that i just have to suck it up, power through, and simply just hope one day she feels the same.
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The Diary of an obsessive idiot(diary 4)
Non-Fictionmy diary, read it or don't i really don't care
