The Diary of an obsessive idiot(diary 4)

Fragile

hi wattpad, i'm back.

so yeah haven't wrote in a bit, i'm not here to wine about my romantic life, instead i'm talking about my mental health.

so i couldn't get the meds i require for one reason or another, it's one of three of my anxiety so no big deal haha... PAIN, you'd think that having two other high doses of anxiety meds would help mediate your mental state, nope.

so yeah it's strange, i can be fine one day but the next i'm completely miserable and distressed, all because i forgot to take some tablets, and i've been miserable for the last few days.

it just makes me think about how weak and malleable my mental state is

yeah i didn't finish this, but thought i'd at least i'd share what i wrote lol