too much love/ a hanahaki story/ sally face x fem reader

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Sals POV

I laid next to her breathing in a deep smell of the freshly cut grass around us "so today Travis kind of stayed away from me in school, he wasn't that much of a asshole either for some reason" I moved over laying on my stomach to face her pretty smile that helped me move and get up everyday

"Ya know dad actually got a job other then his computer so I'm pretty glad about that and I haven't told Larry yet since I just found ou- my phone begin ringing so I reached into my pocket pulling it out and staring at the name a small smile coming across my face "speak of the devil y/n it's our tall smoker friend" I chuckled and flipped it open putting it to my ear "yea what's up?" He cleared his throat "hey where are you?" I sat up flipping around again and resting on my elbows "I'm with y/n why what's wrong?" He chuckled "nothings wrong just wondering, I'll be over in a bit" I closed the phone and set it back in my pocket

"Larry is on his way" she nodded a little "it's been a bit since I've seen him, why is that?" She looked at me with those e/c eyes that I'd never get tired of "he's just been busy, you know how Larry can be he will get focused on something and be on it for days on end I actually think it was a painting" she hummed and laughed a bit "yea that's Larry" I nodded quietly listening to the birds make noises and the small bit of wind push the smell of spring our way

When y/n was in the hospital it was around September, it's March 28th now but as I lost myself in thought Larry walked up "hey dude" I nodded my head "hey lar we were actually just talking about ya" I smiled wide even though he couldn't see it because of this horrid mask but a look of sympathy and what looked like a face trying to hold back tears shifted onto his face "you have to stop sal" He looked down at me so I tilted my head and raised an eyebrow "I'm not actually here sally"     y/n whispered making me start to get confused "what are you talking about?" Larry dropped down to his knees

He let his head rest against the ground "you've gotta let her go sal she isn't here anymore" He let out soft low cries wo I jerked my head over to y/n only to see flowers I had brung and a pretty tombstone y/n y/l/n d/o/b--2004 I looked at my surroundings seeing all of the other tomb stones and realizing she wasn't really there and that she had oh god she-

Flash Back

I felt my shoulders being shooken "sal wake up the doctors here" I sat up and quickly shuffled to stand and face the doctor without falling on my ass from just waking up but he stared at all of us with a look of devastation strong on his face "I'm sorry but she's gone we couldn't bring her back" I widen my eyes and just stood there and then I heard the strong sobs of Jamie and the others behind me Larry also crying "w-who did she love" I mumbled out, I felt rage and sadness run through me like energy I felt like if I laid eyes on them I'd have to kill them so he flipped a page and pulled out a note handing it to me so I flipped it open beginning at the top

Dear Sal. 
             
       'I'm so sorry I didn't tell you,
I knew it'd break you into pieces to know
That I loved you and you can't make someone love you back just that easy that's not the way things are in life and don't beat yourself up over this okay? Please live for me please find someone to care about but I beg of you make sure they love and care for you back before you go falling in love with them okay? I can't have you go through the pain I did but please I know I'm gone because he gave you this note and your reading it so look up to the sky and promise me you won't do anything stupid promise me sal, I love you so much, take care of the others and tell them I love them so much as well okay? And remember I'm never not by your side. Goodbye sally'

          
                                                  Love y/n.

I dropped down to my knees squeezing the note to my chest letting out a blood curdling scream, I painful hurt scream I wanted to die I should have been with her I should have loved her I shouldn't have been the way I am for her to love me gosh dammit

End of Flashback

Through those six months I tried to kill myself three times and the last time I was almost successful but dad had opened my door and seen me there laying against my bed, my wrist to the ground and blood making itself a river in my carpet floor I remember smiling because I knew I'd get to see y/n again and for good but I also felt bad because I'd be leaving everyone else here to deal with the pain for my death and I felt horrible when I'd wake up and see a tired Larry and Ashley laying or sitting beside or at the foot of the hospital bed worn out and finally I told them I wouldn't do it anymore because I was tired myself

But also because I started visiting y/n more and more and actually seeing her but to now know that she's only been a small pigment of my imagination, to know that I've put parts of the memories of her together to see her makes me feel shitty and fucking phsyco but I lifted my head to Larry to was now sitting infront of me and I nodded "let's go home ok?" He gulped a little wiping his tears and standing up putting his hand out and letting me take it

As we walked to the car I didn't let go I only squeezed his hand harder making sure he wasn't some pigment of my imagination aswell

The end

HOLY MOTHER OF JEBUS CHRIST I just got done bawling LOL that was alot more sad then I was expecting it to he man jeez but I hope you guys found this good and if anything I'll write some small side stories for where y/n actually lived 😭😭😭 okay guys have a great day/night