I failed. I fucking cut myself after 85 says, thats over two fucking months and I just did it. And my fucking boyfriend is in hospital because he tried to kill himself. I'm really glad that he's not in there due to the attempts damage but he's still struggling and I can't do anything to keep him here. I'm gonna be just like him but dead in a couple days I swear. I can't do this anymore. I'm not good enough for anyone, I can't fucking do this anymore.
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I also must have gone deeper than I ever did coz there was more blood, it bled for longer, and it fucking stings so bad. At the time it didn't hurt that much but now with my clothes on it it stings. I like this to be honest it's like im doing it 'right' this time. I don't plan on being here for much longer. I'm so sorry
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