Wildest Dreams ~~~ H.S

10.

I know I shouldn't hate on someone I barely know, but I have to make an exception for Greta. She is so bratty for no reason what so ever. I was literally minding my own business and she just has to come up to me and comments on my carbs.

First of all, I wasn't even eating anything, and two, I was in one of my favorite outfits for the movie. It was a beautiful red dress with blue and white flowers scattered across it. When she said that, it really did make me more insecure about myself.

I've never been the confident type, but now I knew I never would be.

She also won't stop trying to pull me away from Harry for the past week. She tries her best to make my life miserable in every way possible. It reminds me of the time when she yelled at Harry and me for not filming even though it wasn't any of our scenes. This time, I really don't think that it's me who has a problem, it's her.

Thankfully, I still don't have any scenes with her coming up.

"Boo!" Diana jumps out from behind me. I immediately collapse onto the floor, terrified.

"Just because I easily get scared, it doesn't mean you use it to your advantage!" I scream at her as she points down at me and is trying to get Harry's attention.

"Shh! Harry is filming stop distracting him!" We were in the studio room. From there you can't hear anything from outside or inside of it, but you can see through the big glass wall. I see Harry burst into laughter and John turns his head to glare at Diana. Instead of being serious, she just blows a kiss at him.

I'm surprised she gets away with this crap.

They restart the scene again after Harry laughed when he wasn't supposed to. When they wrap up that scene, I see him apologizing nonstop. John is clearly about to lose his mind if Harry keeps apologizing.

Diana and I leave the studio and walk out of the set, ready to film our favorite part of the movie we were looking forward to. We have our arms linked as we make our way to the set. Harry smiles at me as we begin to go over our blocking.

"Action!" Yells John, ready to see the saddest scene. This was supposed to be very heartbreaking and spark a tear. We say our lines, even improvising a bit, making it even more touching.

"What will I do without you?" I ask. A small tear slides down her left cheek as she looks at me, full of sadness. Her acting is phenomenal.

"You will figure it out," She sniffs and continues her speech. "I promise you will. Just know that you will find me in his heart." I feel my tears flood out of my eyes. I feel confident about this scene.

"What? Who's heart? No! Maya come back!" When I grab her hand, it's limp. Her eyes stare blankly as if they were clouded over by something that isn't actually there.

I immediately break down, but this time, it wasn't all acting. My best friend had lost her dad recently, and I just wish I could have helped him. He had a heart problem so there was nothing I could do to make him better, but I wish I could have made his last days heaven.

It also reminded me of how it feels like Michael is slipping away. We had been childhood friends since 4th grade. I never thought that he would leave. He hasn't left yet, but I know he will. He is the only one I have besides Harry, my parents, Kelsey, and Diana.

Not to mention that my best friend of 13 years is also abandoning me. Kelsey has been slipping through my fingers even more than Michael. Michael's mother hasn't been doing so well, but she is just going out to go clubbing and get drunk. I just wish I knew what I did wrong.

I am lost in thought until Diana starts shaking me violently. My head darts up. I remembered I was acting in a movie, not supposed to have a mental breakdown. "I thought you're supposed to be dead?"

Diana looks at me like I just spoke gibberish. "Yeah but we said that what we had was enough," She stands up and pulls out her hand to lift me up from the set's hospital floor. "Two minutes ago." I purse my lips.

"Oops! Didn't hear you I guess." Diana nods slowly and grabs my forearm.

"We need to talk." I follow her to her dressing room and she tells me to sit on the couch.

"I will be back, just wait here." She walks out.

By the time she comes back, Harry is tagging along. Is there something I don't know about?

"You are probably wondering why I brought you here, Andrea. Well I am about to tell you. We heard what that rat Greta said. I want you to know that what she said is wrong, not true, and rude. She's a stuck up snob that is spoiled."

Harry and Diana sit on each side of me and give me a big hug. I love them.

"Now, repeat after me. I am beautiful." Says Harry, looking me directly in the eyes.

"I am ugly," I look at Diana, and she is about to beat me up. "Oops, my voice slipped." I bite my lip and try not to smile.

Harry rolls his eyes. "I am beautiful. Say it."

"I am beautiful." I whisper. I hate lying to myself.

"I can't hear you!" Diana screams in my ear, making me jump.

"I! Am! Beautiful!" My friends are proud and clap for me.

"Again!" Harry exclaims.

"I am beautiful. I am beautiful. I am beautiful!" It paints a smile over my frown.

"Good. Now say I am beautiful, kind, loving, and enough." Diana ruffles her fingers in my hair as I go in for a hug.

"I am beautiful, kind, loving, and enough." I keep saying it over and over again. I won't stop until I believe it. I kind of feel like I do now. Maybe it's really not my fault these things are happening. They are uncontrollable and happens to many people.

We all hug and I feel so much better. When I watch movies with scenes like this, I think it's cringey. But now, I just learned that it isn't at all. I can't believe I'm saying this, but it actually made me feel better.

People love me for me. I can be myself and they will accept me no matter what.

"Also, I know this isn't the best time, but you guys are so good at acting it's insane." Harry says, looking over at Diana and me.

"Thanks! So are you." We say at the same time and we laugh.

Authors note:

thanks nuri for inspiring me for this chapter. you helped me realize that what that waitress said to me is wrong. anyways, thanks for reading this and don't forget to vote! bye luvs