Play pretend → Lee Felix of Stray Kids

XIII

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CHAEYOUNG'S POV:

In the days that followed our strained date, I found solace in moments of introspection. The bond I shared with Felix was undeniable, built on a foundation of friendship and understanding.

However, I could feel that Hyunjin had true feelings, which made me feel obligated to feel something back. However, I could tell that would never happen with Felix around.

Seeking clarity, I decided to have a conversation with Felix. It was time to confront the growing feelings I felt and address the unspoken emotions that lingered beneath the surface. We needed to find a way to navigate the complexities of our friendship and the feelings that had developed.

One evening, as the sun began to set, I found myself standing outside Felix's room, gathering the courage to knock on the door. Taking a deep breath, I raised my hand and let my knuckles meet the wood, the sound resonating through the quiet hallway.

FELIX'S POV:

The knock on the door startled me, interrupting the stream of thoughts that consumed my mind. I knew it was ChaeYoung even before opening the door, her presence felt like a familiar energy that I could never mistake. As I swung the door open, a mix of anticipation and apprehension filled the air.

"Chae, what a surprise. Please, come in," I said, gesturing for her to enter. She stepped inside, her eyes meeting mine, and I couldn't help but notice the determination etched on her face. I closed the door behind her, feeling a mix of curiosity and nervousness at the weight of our impending conversation.

CHAEYOUNG'S POV:

As I stood in the dorm room, surrounded by the memories we had shared, I found the words tumbling out before I could stop them.

"Felix, we need to talk. There's something I've been feeling, and I think it's important for me to address it."

Felix nodded, his expression serious and attentive. Taking a deep breath, I continued, "We've been through so much together, Felix, and our friendship means the world to me. But lately, I've felt my pretend love for you turn into something more real. It's confusing, and I don't want to hurt anyone, least of all you."

FELIX'S POV:

Her words struck a chord, a feeling I never thought I would get to experience. I had sensed her growing connection with Hyunjin, and though it pained me to admit it, I couldn't ignore the truth.

"Chae, I've noticed it too. It's hard to deny the bond you share with Hyunjin, and I can't bear to hold you back from exploring your feelings."

A moment of silence enveloped us as the weight of our unspoken desires hung in the air.

CHAEYOUNG'S POV:

I have feelings for Hyunjin? That wouldn't happen in my lifetime. But I wouldn't mind seeing how Felix is feeling about it all.

"I don't want to lose you, Felix. You've been my anchor, my confidant," I said, my voice trembling with a mix of vulnerability and determination. Felix's expression softened, his eyes filled with a bittersweet understanding.

"Chae, I want nothing more than for you to be happy. If that means exploring your feelings for Hyunjin, then I will support you, even if it hurts." Tears welled up in my eyes as the weight of his selflessness hit me. Despite his desires, he was willing to let me go, to allow me to follow my heart. Though I had no intention of following up on Hyunjin now that I knew how Felix felt.

FELIX'S POV:

Watching her tears spill over, my heart ached, but I knew deep down that this was the right path. I had always wanted Chae to be happy, and if that meant stepping aside, then I would do it willingly.

"I will always be here for you, Chae. Our friendship means everything to me, and I hope that no matter what happens, we can still cherish the bond we've built," I said, wiping away her tears.

CHAEYOUNG'S POV:

His words warmed my heart, and I nodded, a mix of gratitude and sadness enveloping me. "Thank you, Felix. I will forever treasure the memories we've made together, and I would never choose Hyunjin over you."

With a smile, he pecked me on the lips, finding solace in the unspoken understanding that would forever bind us.

"I really like you, Felix, you know."

"I really like you too, Chae."

A/N
The way I literally promised two episodes last Monday and you only got a single one instead of three was definitely not my meaning. I think I will finally be able to upload slightly more frequently but I suppose we'll see!

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