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Choices Part 12

A/N: Smut ahead, skip if you are not comfortable

After a week, Tae still has not made up his mind about the interview, to be frank, he was scared. Scared of spiralling back into the mental pit he was in and also scared about people's reactions. He spoke to his brother, who keeps on encouraging him to break the silence. Tae was not the only kid going through that, it is a worldwide decease and if he can save one child from going through something like this, is that not worth it? Jungkook did not push, he knew Tae will make up his own mind.

Tae has been spending time alone in his studio, working on the paintings he was busy with, Heartbreak was done, colours darker, grey, black, blood red, emulating the mood and pain of the painting. Return to life was now 90 % done, the colours all bright and lively. Tae was sitting on a small chair in front of the painting, he has been alone in his apartment now for 4 days while JK was in Japan for a show. Tae enjoyed his alone time, he was used to it and after the crazy few weeks, he really needed the solitude. Music was playing softly and he hummed with it, totally immersed in the painting. As he was alone, he wore his favourite pair of jeans, no shoes, and no shirt. Paint splattered on his chest, face and hair. He will shower once done. While adding the final touches he heard the front door being unlocked. A small smile started on his lips, guess who is back..... But he decided to keep his focus and finish the painting, his motivation and inspiration hasn't been this good in a long time.

Jungkook entered the apartment, got his shoes off, taking his jacket of. He is tired, a hectic few days. He looks around the silent apartment... Where is his Tae baby? Walking softly down the hall, he heard soft music. JK smiled and peeked in the room. He found him! His heart melted when he saw the scene, a dirty Tae, just in jeans and the amazing painting standing on the easel.

" Hey Tae love" JK called. Tae turned around with a huge smile on his face. " Hello Koo", Tae said. JK couldn't help but laugh at the beautiful face all splattered in paint. " Tae, when last did you check in a mirror? You look so cute all splattered in paint"  Tae was a bit confused until JK took a picture with his phone and showed him. Tae blushed and hid his face in his arms. "I will shower when I am done, guess you won't want a kiss though" He said sulkily. JK bent down and kissed him slowly, savouring the taste and feel of Tae's mouth. He tasted like cholates and strawberry milk. Tae sighed and leaned into him a bit. JK's hands automatically followed the path round Tae's waist, holding him steady while deepening the kiss. How JK missed kissing this boy. They finally broke the kiss. "How far are you baby? And damn, this is fantastic" JK pointed to the painting. "Almost done, just checking if I need to touch up anything, 5 minutes? And thank you Jungkookie" "I will go get into comfortable clothes so long and start dinner?" JK asked. "Perfect, I will be done soon. And then later I will show you both paintings together and you tell me what you think, no sugar-coating"

Tae finished up and went to shower quickly. Or that was the plan anyway. When he got to the room JK was in the shower, Tae walked in and stopped dead. Damn but that Kookie is built like a god. Tae could feel his heartbeat going faster. Quickly getting out of his jeans, he went into the shower and hugged JK from behind. JK took his hands in the front and pulled him around him, so Tae was standing facing JK. JK couldn't stop looking at this man, this amazing beautiful boy, that was his. And how he missed him. He knows it was only 4 days, but it was 4 days too long. Tae put his arms around JK's neck. "I missed you so much" JK whispered into Tae's ear. "I missed you too, Kookie" JK took Tae's mouth with an almost desperate need, his arms around Tae's waist, pulling him close, kissing him as if there is no tomorrow. Tae clung to JK, feeling his legs weaken at the intensity of the feelings. JK picked Tae up by his thighs,  wrapping his legs around JK's waist. "Tae, I want you so bad." JK whispered,kissing Tae's neck, lips, ears, face, mouth... "I want you too Kookie, I want you so much" Tae said softly, tilting his head to give JK better access to his collarbone and neck. "Can we de-paint you later baby? I can't wait" JK teased Tae, while kissing his mouth. "Please Kookie, please, later, now I just want you" JK took them straight to Tae's bed, not bothering about drying or wet sheets. His attention on Tae only. JK slowly put him down and leaned forward, started to kiss him again, his face, neck, shoulders, leaving small marks on his neck and shoulders, moving down to his chest, sucking and playing with his nipples and nipple rings, down, down, down, belly ring and... down... sucking and biting Tae's skin slowly, his hands roaming over Tae's body. Tae could barely breath, he bit is lower lip, trying to supress the moans pushing up his throat. "Baby, I want to hear you, I love your sounds when I make love to you, let go, love" JK said with a bit of a rasp in his own voice, he was so turned on he just hoped he could stay in control and not hurt Tae. Tae let out a load moan when JK started kissing the inside of his thighs, licking and sucking, leaving his kisses on the smooth skin. He never once touched Tae's member, just going all around, teasing. Tae was getting desperate for JK's touch, his mouth. "Please Jungkookie, please, I am going to combust if you don't touch me!" JK just smiled and with a quick move turned Tae on his stomach. Tae let out a loud squeak of surprise. JK started licking and sucking his neck again, shoulders, his beautiful back, over the tattoo, down his tight ass, down the back of his legs.Tae just gasped for breath in between loud and very sinful moans, he could not help himself. He is not going to survive this, he was sure about that, but he couldn't care, this was heaven, every touch, every kiss.. JK pulled Tae's hips up, putting Tae on his hands and knees. JK could not stop staring this beautiful sight, Tae's perfect ass, the muscles on his shoulders and back, the tattoo ending just above his ass, and the most delicious pink hole, just waiting for Jungkook's mouth to explore. Kissing Tae's butt cheeks, hands roaming over his back and waist he slowly mover closer and licked Tae's rim slowly. With a load moan Tae's knees collapsed at the intense feeling, but JK had him by his waist and held him up, he quickly put 2 pillows under Tae's hips, keeping his knees under him for support, angling his beautiful ass up again for JK's pleasure. He continued to slowly trace Tae's rim with his tongue, listening to the moans and hitched breath of the other. "You like this baby? You like it when I slowly push your limits further? Making you experienceit all?" Tae could only whimper as JK slowly pushed his tongue in Tae's hole, no rush, this was all very new for Tae and JK wanted him to enjoy and experience it all, not get uncomfortable or draw back into his shell. Patience is definitely a virtue for this. Holding Tae's hips tight JK pushed his tongue in and out, Tae was a whimpering, moaning mess, not being able to say one coherent word. JK moved his right arm under Tae, grabbing his hard member and started moving his hand, slowly at first, then faster as Tae just moaned louder " Jungkookie, oh fuck, I am going to..." Tae couldn't even complete the stuttered sentence and came while shouting Jungkook's name, his hole clenching tightly and JK loved it, how he can make Tae cum like this. JK turned Tae around again, on his back, leaving the pillows under Tae's hips. He kissed Tae hard and desperate now, his control not holding out anymore. "Baby, I am going to prep you, although my tongue already did a good job" JK smirked. Tae could only nod, his breath still hitching a bit. JK quickly put lube on his fingers and started off with two, curling them in and Tae moaned again loud "Jungkookie, oh holy fuck..." JK quickly added the 3rd finger, pushing in and out. " Baby, I can't wait anylonger, I will try my best to not hurt you, but I have got to have you now." JK quickly lubed his member, not bothering with a condom. He inserted the point into Tae's tight hole. "Pushing in until he bottomed out, Tae had small tears at the corners of his eyes, JK bent down kissing Tae's eyes and mouth. "You ok baby?" Tae nodded quickly " Kookie, please move, I need you so bad, please fuck me so hard that I scream" JK's whole insides tumbled at those words. Jeez, his Tae just issued an open invitation, in no uncertain terms and JK gladly accepted. "Baby, you will not be able to walk for dayswhen I am done with you tonight" He grabbed Tae's hips and started thrusting,hard and deep, faster and faster, Tae arched his back, moaning, tears fallingfrom the intense pleasure. Before JK could even touch Tae's member again Tae came unassisted, screaming Jungkook's name. His stomach covered, his breath almost gone, but still JK kept pumping deep into Tae, bending down, sucking Tae's nipples, fucking the hell out of him, angling just a bit, he again hit Tae's prostate dead on. Tae again almost levitating from the bed with the pleasure. JK knew he was so close, he really wanted to last longer, but he just can't, this is just to perfect. After a few quick hard pushes he grabbed Tae's member and helped him to come again, JK at the same time came with a load moan, calling Tae's name over and over, pumping Tae full of his cum. Tae's breathing was so short and fast, JK had to bring him down from his high, kissing him slowly, stroking his hair, looking into the wide grey eyes, softly kissing the corners of his mouth. Slowly, after a few minutes Tae calmed down enough for JK to gently pull out of him, even though his heart rate was still very fast. JK looked at Tae's hole, seeing how puckered it is and his cum slowly leaking out. Wow, he did that, he made Tae feel like that. He couldn't help but have a slight proud smirk on his face. Laying down next to Tae, he held the boy's head in his neck, hugging him until he was finally calm. "Baby, are you still alive?" JK asked with a chuckle. Tae smiled into JK's neck, kissing his neck slowly. "well if I died, then this has got to be paradise. I love you so much Jungkookie, I don't think there are any perfect words in any language on earth that can describe how I feel. You are the centre of my universe Jungkook, and I love you to infinity" JK's heart nearly burst out ofhis chest with love "Baby, I know what you say because that is how I feel, and yet no words can do justice. Tae, you are my existence, my breath and the reason for my life. I love you so much Taehyung" They lay in each other's arms for some time, then JK got up and prepared a warm bath. Picking Tae up, he slowly lowered him into the warm bubbles. Getting in behind him he held Tae's waist and let him lay back against his chest. " Mmmm,Kookie, this is so nice" Tae said sleepily. JK took the loofa, put some showergel on it and started washing Tae's body, his chest, arms, neck, tummy, yes,down there, telling Tae to lift his legs up, stretching to reach, he washed Tae's whole body. Then he carefully turned him around to sit cross legged in front of him, while he fully washed his face. He then took the bath shower head and washed Tae's hair, making sure his beautiful boy was now paint free from head to toe. JK helped Tae get out of the bath, drying him off in a fluffy towel and put him on the bed's end. He quickly dried himself and got into sweats and at-shirt, helping Tae as well, then quickly changing the sheets and duvet. "Baby ,have you eaten today? Can I make us some food?" JK asked Tae. "I had some fruit at sometime, not sure though when it was, I lost track of time while painting" Tae replied a little embarrassed. "Well my love, your personal chef will make yousomething nice, but light. Then you must show me those paintings, I am dying of curiosity to see what you did with both" JK carried Tae to the kitchen, putting him on the counter to keep him company while he quickly made some egg noodles and smoked pork. Quick and easy, but delicious. Tae stayed where he was and JK stood in front of him, sharing the food, one for me, one for you, until he was satisfied that Tae had eaten enough. He poured them each a glass of orange juice and they had that as well. Feeling much better JK pulled Tae from the counter and carried him into the studio.

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