Breakdown (Liam Payne Fanfic)

Chapter 10

Chapter 10

.. I looked over to Liam, watching him sleeping tightly.

He was so beautiful with his brown messy hair, sleeping

peaceful like a little baby, next to me.  Though I didn't

know if it was morning or already afternoon, I rolled out

of Liam's bed which was quite messy after the night

we both spent in there. I searched my T-Shirt but I couldn't

find one so I just walked up to Liam's wardrobe to get

myself a T-Shirt of him.

Suddenly, a little booklet dropped out of the wardrobe, it seemed

to be hiding under all his clothes there. I never knew, Liam was

writing diaries so I just picked it up and looked at it.

It didn't seem to be a usual diary, the booklet was quite tattered

and in a bad condition. On the front side, there was a sad

smiley and a little quote saying "Things I never want to do again".

I was a bit confused and surprised, that Liam never told me about

this booklet. We've been best friends for ages now. In the moment

I wanted to open the booklet and read a short extract of it, Liam

seemed to wake up because I could hear some mumbling.

"Come back to bed, Emily. It's too early to sneak around in my room

and mess it up", he laughed. Hiding the booklet behind my back,

I smiled at him. What should I do now?

 He rolled over so I could quickly throw the booklet back into the 

wardrobe. Forgetting about it, I sneaked into Liam's bed again,

cuddling myself to him.

"Do you know, what time it is?", I asked him kissing on the cheek.

"Dunno, check it on my phone it's over there", he grumbled.

He was obviously still a bit tired.

I leaned over to look at Liam's phone and yelled as I saw how

late it was.

"Oh sh*t, Liam we just slept over quite a lot! It's 1 PM!"

Liam laughed, pushing me back in the bed and kissing me

on my backhead.

"It's weekend, darling. We've got so much time for us", he smirked.

"Oh yeah, I forgot. But what about my mum?", I asked him unsure.

"Don't worry my mum is gonna call her. My sisters are coming later

either way so we could go out somewhere", he replied softly.

"With your sisters?", I asked.

"What? No, just us two", he grumbled.

"I was just asking, sorry.. I didn't know that you and your sisters aren't

going on so well with each other", I apologized.

I looked at his face, seeing his glancy and tears filled eyes.

He didn't say anything, he was just staring at me.

To make it better, I cuddled myself up to him and kissed him

passionately.

"Everything is gonna be alright, Liam. Let's just veer off, ok?",

I smiled at him with my sweetest smile kissing his nose.

He looked at me with his big brown eyes and nodded without

saying anything. I was really confused.

After I spent the whole day with Liam in the park chilling, I 

kissed him goodbye and headed home, still thinking about

the booklet.  

I knew, there was something I didn't know about Liam, I just

didn't know yet..