Lewd (Church Siblings Series Extended)

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I started prancing inside the room when I hear rapid knocking on the door. Ilang minuto na akong nakatago at hindi alam paano lalabas. If only I can shoo away Apollo.

Mawala na siya. Iwan niya nalang muna kami ni Fourth. He is damn embarrassing me.

"Do you have plans to go out, Pamela?" Apollo impatiently asked behind the door. He continue knocking.

"Are you still breathing? Anong ginagawa mo diyan sa loob?"

Holy shit! Just disappear already!

"Pamela! Are you sleeping?"

Yes, I could do that! I can pretend I am sleeping.

He stopped knocking. Narinig ko rin ang palayo niyang hakbang. Nakahinga ako ng maluwag. I need time, atleast an hour. Masyado pang fresh sa utak ko ang nakita ko.

It monstrous— red and veiny. Goodness. It will be a clear nightmare for the next days. 

Napahilamos ako gamit ang kamay, ginulo ko rin ang buhok ko. I need to take it out of my mind.

Tigang ka lang, Pam. You just need to get laid. Because it's been what? Almost 5 years. Nakailan na siya samantalang ikaw.

Bakit nga ba wala pa? Are you hoping.... No! I am not hoping. I was just busy. Pareho lang kaming move on na. Magaling lang siyang bumalanse ng oras niya.

"Shit!" Napatalon ako sa gulat nang muling may kumatok. Ngayon ay hindi na kasing lakas kanina. Nanahimik pa rin ako. Papanindigan na tulog talaga.

"Momma?"

Fuck.

"Momma, are you asleep?"

Shit, Fourth.

"Mom?" He knock again, gentle and careful like he doesn't want to do it really. Nasasaktan ako. Fourth is just a kid, I can feel how distant he is to me. Like he doesn't want to cross some line.

"Papi I think she's really sleeping," Fourth's tender voice said.

I smile to myself. My in-laws did good raising Fourth. He is a gentle kid. Years back he always throw tantrums but now that he's more grown it seems like he understands what is going on around him— he became sensitive and conscious.

There's a harsh sigh and a long silence.

"P—papi—

"Alright, son. Mamaya na natin kulitin si momma."

"But she didn't eat what you cook, Papi. Baka magutom siya?"

Another sigh.

"She probably eat before going home. Tara na. We shouldn't disturb her, she's resting."

A warm feeling filled my heart. He's still considerate despite everything. He doesn't hate me to the point he wants me to suffer, huh.

Inayos ko ang sarili bago sumunod sa kanilang dalawa sa baba. Nasa hagdan pa lang ako ay rinig ko na ang tawanan nilang dalawa mula sa sala. Maingat akong naglakad palapit sa kanila.

Fourth is on the floor laughing his ass out while Apollo is laughing softly— sitting comfortably on the sofa. Pinagmasdan ko lang silang dalawa. Fourth is teasing his father with the name of the girls— it seems like our son is aware with everyone he dated and is dating.

"She's ugly, Papi. I don't like her nose," Fourth commented when Apollo show him something from his phone.

"But she cooks good food. Ayaw mo?"