chapter 6;

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"So who are you on this trip with?" I asked.
"Oh just my twin brother ethan." He replied.
"No parents?" I asked.
"Na there not into that stuff." He said. "Oh..uh just uh sight seeing and stuff." He replied awkwardly.
I feel like he's lying to me.
"What about you?" He asked.
"Just my mom." I said looking down.
"No dad?" He asked.
"It's complicated." I replied.
I hoped the questions stopped about this subject.
"Why didn't he come?" He asked.
I sighed and I felt the tears build up.
"Just because.." I replied shakily. "Because why?" He asked.
"Just because okay?!" I said raising my voice.
I felt a tear trickle down my cheek.
He quickly wiped it away with his thumb. "Woah woah it's okay..did he pass away?" He asked.
" I wish." I replied and quickly got up from my seat as the tears came shedding down.

I went into the open space on the plane. That's why I like international planes.
I sat down and grabbed a tissue wiping away my tears.
My father was a very touchy subject with me.
he's the reason why I went into depression and why I dont trust many men and just males in general.
A minute later, grayson walked in and sat next to me.
He place a hand on my knee making me jump.
"It's alright." He said soothingly.
"What's wrong?" He asked.
"Really it's nothing." I said.
"You jumping up, coming in here and crying your eyes out isn't just nothing Sammy." He explained.
I sighed.
"You wouldn't understand." I said.
"Oh I would." He replied.
"My dad...he's not a good man." I started as I took a breath.
"He hurt me...in unthinkable ways a f-father would hurt their d-daughter.." I replied as I felt the tears coming on again.

***flashback***
"Come on you slut take it!" He screamed. I screamed in pain as my core was being ripped apart. "You filthy whore!" He yelled as a beer bottle was broken on top of my chest.

"He raped me grayson. Every Saturday and Sunday." I squeaked out.
His expression changed as his face went pale.
His eyes watered up as he grabbed me and engulfed me in a long passionate hug. He sat there hugging for a good minute. He pulled away as i hysterically cried.
He picked me up and held me like a baby and I cried my eyes out into his t-shirt. "Shhh." He said as he rubbed my head. "I'm so sorry I shouldn't have said anything." I said quickly.
"No no I'm glad that you told me." He said.
I always wore this small silver heart necklace.
I felt him move it slightly to the right. "What's this?" He asked pointing to a scar on my chest.
"That's from my father." I replied.
He nodded his head as he pulled me in again.
We sat there a good half hour just wrapped up in his tight warm embrace.

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Hey sorry for the sucky chapter lmfao I've just been sad because of the digi fest it's a long story and I don't feel like typing it all but I hope if anyone reading this story that went to digifest I hope you had an amazing time!💖💖
Xoxo kirsten💋

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