Things I've Never Done [On-Going]

CHAPTER 18

Kyla's PoV

Not everything end like how you wanted it to be. Hindi lahat ay umaalis at wala kang magagawa ro'n dahil iyon ang plano ng tadhana. Though, I have no regrets after what happened between us. 

He made me feel the things I've never felt before, he introduced me to new things that I never knew before. Because of him, I did some things that I've never done before. Hindi ko ikahihiya na siya ang unang lalaking nagparamdam sa akin ng ganito, siya ang unang experience ko sa mga bagay na hindi ko alam na darating at mararanasan ko pala sa buhay ko.

(Listen to this song while reading the next scene below: Last Kiss (Taylor's Version) by Taylor Swift) 

I reached for my acoustic guitar na nakapatong sa couch. I rested my head on the couch before playing a song where I can relate to. Nakaupo ako sa sahig, wearing his sleeves na accidently kong nailagay sa luggage ko noong umalis na kami sa bahay niya. I hope he doesn't notice that one of his white sleeves is missing, it smells just like him. I love how it does.

I shut my eyes tightly as tears started to form in my eyes again. Recalling everything we did as I sang this song. 

I still remember the look on your face

Lit through the darkness at 1:58

The words that you whispered for just us to know

You told me you love me, so why did you away?

Away ~

I smiled weakly as I remembered how he used to whisper those three words that never failed to make me smile and make my heart beat faster. How I wish I would feel those things again because of him.

I do recall now, the smell of the rain

Fresh on the pavement, I ran off the plane

That July 9th, the beat of your heart

It jumps through your shirt

I can still feel your arms

But now I'll go

Sit on the floor wearing your clothes

All that I know is I don't know

How to be something you miss

I never thought we'd have a last kiss

I never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips