Don't Look Back

Chapter 14

"Sleep with me tonight."

Khel froze upon hearing those words. Good thing he did not choke. He was actually shocked with what Yvan just said. His heart was thumping really hard like it's about to rip his chest open.

"A-ano ulit?" Khel said asking for clarification.

"I said sleep with me. Tonight."

Khel wasn't that naive to know what "sleep" means. He had watched enough movies and read enough books to know what the hell it means. It was an oddly unexpected and unlikely thing to ask for but he knows he heard it right.

Biglang naalala ni Khel ang mga nabasa niya kaninang article at medyo nag-aalala siya sa sarili niya. Wala siya ni isang experience sa pakikipagtalik at mas lalong hindi niya alam kung kakayanin niya kung anuman ang mararamdaman niya dito. Kanina sa kotse ay halos tumirik na ang mga mata niya at mabaliw siya sa pinaggagawa ni Yvan at alam niyang mas malala pa doon kung aabot sila sa sex na part.

Napatahimik si Khel at halos di siya gumalaw ng ilang segundo habang matiim na nakatingin sa mga mata ni Yvan. It was a mix of desire and longing. Hindi lubos maintindihan ni Khel kung bakit biglang nanunuyo ang kanyang lalamunan habang nakikipagtitigan kay Yvan.

Di niya maiwasang pansinin ang nakakalason nitong titig at ang kabigha-bighani nitong mukha. Hindi niya lubos akalain sa tanang buhay niya na mahuhumaling siya sa isang lalaki.

Alam ni Khel sa sarili niya na hindi siya handa para doon. Pero katawan niya mismo ang nagdidikta na gusto niyang maramdaman ang init ng katawan ni Yvan.

"Let's just eat first." Yun na lang nasabi ni Khel saka ibinaba ang tingin sa pagkain niya at nagpatuloy sa pagkain. Yvan, on the other hand, started eating as well. It was an entire fifteen minutes of silence. Tanging tunog lang ng kutsara at pinggan ang maririnig sa pagitan nilang dalawa. Hindi rin sila nagkatitigan man lang.

As soon as Khel finished, he stood up and took his plate to the sink.

"Where's your bathroom?" He asked without facing Yvan.

"Use the bathroom in my room. First room, third floor." Yvan replied. Khel walked out of the kitchen without saying anything.

Habang umaakyat ng hagdan, hindi maiwasan ni Khel na mamangha sa disenyo ng bahay ni Yvan. Malaki ito at mamahalin ang mga kagamitan. May chandelier din ito na nakalambitin mula sa ikatlong palapag at makikita ito ng maayos habang paakyat siya ng hagdan. Marami din nakasabit na malalaking paintings ng larawan ni Yvan at ng pamilya niya.

Napatigil siya saglit nang madaanan niya ang larawan ng dalawang lalaki. It was Yvan and another guy who looks similar to him. They look like they're around their teenage years. Their faces were almost identical except for the hair and eye color. Yvan's eyes were blue-green while the other guy had a purple-ish tint.

Malaking katanungan sa ulo ni Khel kung sino ang lalaking katabi ni Yvan sa larawan. Pero di na niya ito pinansin at dumiretso na sa kwarto ni Yvan. Upon entering the room, Khel gasped as he saw how his room was well designed. Sobrang panglalaki ng pagkakaayos at umaalingasaw dito ang amoy ni Yvan.

'Ang bango.' That's what he said in his mind then went directly to the bathroom. Pati bathroom ay sobrang napahanga si Khel. May napakalaking salamin ito sa sink area, may shower, toilet and the best part was the jacuzzi for two. "Wow." He said softly while smiling.

But his smile disappeared when he remembered the reason why he was in the bathroom. He looked towards the toilet area and saw that there was a bidet. He immediately took out his phone and searched the net on how to thoroughly clean down there in preparation for anal sex.