Don't Look Back

Chapter 17

It's been two weeks since they became official. For Yvan, it was probably the best two weeks of his life. But for Khel? Well, it was the most tiring time of his life.

Khel could definitely conclude that Yvan is too insatiable. Halos gabi-gabi ay hindi siya nito tinitigilan at pati sa opisina nila ay aangkinin siya. Di niya alam kung paano niya kinakaya ang pinaggagawa sa kanya ng kasintahan niya pero aminado naman siyang nagugustuhan niya ito.

Khel feels heaven everytime Yvan and him would have sex. Yesterday, they had their first argument and the reason was quite stupid. When Khel said no to Yvan because he was having a conversation with Dominique and Manuel about their oath taking ceremony which is to be held tomorrow.

Khel laughed softly as he remembered what happened.

Flashback

"Baby please? I want you now."

Inilayo ni Khel ang cellphone niya sa tenga niya at mahinang sumagot kay Yvan. "Mamaya na nga. Yvan. Importante yung pinag-uusapan namin. Promise mamaya." He said then went back to the call.

"But I'm horny now." Parang bata ito na nagmamaktol. Nakahilig ito sa desk niya habang nakasuot na ng tuxedo dahil may dadaluhan siyang meeting at paalis na siya ng opisina.

"Yvan naman. Kaka-ano palang natin bago tayo pumasok, di ba? At importante yung pinag-uusapan namin. About sa Oath Taking namin sa makalawa." Khel said again. Pero tila nilamukos na papel ang mukha ni Yvan. Para talaga siyang bata na nagtatantrum.

"Please baby?" Yvan said while trying hard to be cute but Khel just gestured him to stop. Nawala ang emosyon sa mukha ni Yvan at tila nawala na ito sa mood.

"You don't want me anymore." He said then marched out of the office. Napailing na lang si Khel.

Habang tumatagal mas lalong dumarami ang mga bagay na natututunan ni Khel sa kasintahan niya. Katulad na lang kung gaano ito katopakin. Parang babaeng may dalaw ito kapag may di siya nagustuhang bagay.

Mag-aalas kwatro na ng hapon nang makabalik si Yvan sa opisina nila at masama pa rin ang tabas ng mukha nito. Khel actually prepared himself in the bathroom because he knew Yvan would own him when he gets back. He did made a promise to do it "later". It actually made him realize how hard gay sex preparation was for bottoms.

"Hi. Kumusta ang meeting?" Agad na tanong ni Khel kay Yvan nang makita niya ito.

"Don't fucking talk to me! You don't fucking want me anymore." Malutong na sabi niya kay Yvan na ikinagulat naman nito. Dumiretso ito sa desk niya at nagligpit ng gamit. Medyo nakaramdam ng kirot sa dibdib si Khel dahil sa narinig niya. Alam niyang palamura ang kasintahan pero iba pa rin talaga kapag siya mismo ang minumura nito.

"Yvan, nagmumura ka na naman." Pagsita niya dito.

"Really? That's your fucking concern? You know what, just tell me if you don't like me anymore."

"Wala naman akong sinabing di na kita gusto. I turned you down just once because I have something important to do. And I, ahm, don't like it when you curse at me." Khel said. He could feel his eyes watering but he was able to supress it. He couldn't listen to Yvan's rude mouth anymore so he grabbed his bag and walked towards the exit.

"Magcommute nalang ako pauwi. Ingat ka."

Naisip niyang baka di naman talaga siya gusto ni Yvan dahil nagawa siyang pagsalitaan ng ganoon kahit alam naman nitong ayaw niya ng nagmumura. Ito ang unang beses na pagsalitaan siya ng ganoon sa kanilang dalawang linggong pagiging magkarelasyon.